31 January 2009

FOREVARS

Today was funs (=<
I'm tireds!

30 January 2009

deserveumore

I love that song. 3rd one.
Anyways, I'm tired of shit.
Uh, every thing's good for now.
KEY WORD: FOR NOW.
I hope it's permanent.
TRUSTWORTHY
BELIEVING
LOVING, FOREALS
Hypocritical Situation
Ju-nique..
SPACEEEEEEEEE
Inappropriate words
I miss a lot of things
MYMINEMESLOVEONLY
When we were good..
Starting over don't do nothing
Forgive, never forget
Exclusivee!
Fashion desgin
Or Art <3
Sketch Book!
Ideas and creating is hard lately.
I feel negative ]:<
Arts and crafts
Tired every single day
Tired of losing ]:
STFU, please.
He's a cute crybaby
Boys Varsity Basketball games!
Arguing at basketball games
Bus rides
Katrina
KPHJA on FORMAL day.
I'm done, let's call my boo

23 January 2009

Pilates

Is what my sister is doing at the moment.

Anyways, yesterday was a kind of good day. I had a GOODGREAT talk with Annehoe. Confessed, vented and yeah. Pretteh much. Game was whatevers. Watched the guys game, it was fun, but they lost. Waaah. Well yeahhhhhhhhhhhhs

Today has been great so far (= Well I'm at home and BOREDS. Myspace is getting boring. Wahhhh. Yeah so I don't have much to blog about so goodbyes blogger. (=

20 January 2009

EX-HAUS-TED

Hell yeah I am. I hate having a first and seventh )=! Finals make me bored. O.O Oh well. Today was okays, I went to Ontario Mills and got bras, yay! I'm tired, here's some dear you's.. I've been feeling kinda.. Far lately.

1. Don't leave.
2. Thanks for everything you do for me, I really appreciate it. (=
3. I miss you, where have I been?
4. I miss you, where have YOU been?


&ALWAYS..
Build a bear
Bras
WWJD Bracelet
Beads
Dresses
$$$ is M.I.A. right now.
Arguments
Misleading
Candles
Clean room
I want my own room
Gotta win
Loaded
Finals
Study study study
Need peace
Need ta talk it out
Exhaustion
Picture frames
Almost a year!
Fear

17 January 2009

things are gonna change.

DEAR YOUS..
1. You have to understand. Maybe you do, and I just don't see it. But I highly doubt it. And you're going down and down because you do nothing about it. Like.. Ugh I get frustrated. Ever since i TRULY understood what I'm doing, I think you're so wrong. Unless I'm just thinking the wrong thing but.. Gosh. Get my side of the story for once, yeah?
1/2. Don't be afraid to hurt me. Remember, what kills me only makes me stronger (=
2. You really are my best friend!! Foreals. Like.. Ya get it. I don't know I connect more with you than anyone. You're really there for me than anyone else is. (= I love it.
3. Sorry for being a dick )= I shoulda let it go. I feel bad. I hope I made it up to you today. But sometimes, I feel like I shouldn't always apologize because it's usually not always my fault.
4. PLEASE stop being so fake around me. I am no idiot.
5. Nice seeing ya friday!!!! And I hope you loved me for drawing on a quarter just for you! And making your room smell like sharpie, yuck!


&
Bracelets
Apologizing
Understanding
Balance
Symphony
Basketball girls
Katina & Patis days
Driving around
2 for $3 Famous star
2 for $3.50 Big mac
Pictures
Notes
Reminisce
You're gone
Best friends
Boyfriend
No order
Stupid
Get over it
Sadness
Insecurity
Reassuring
Jealousy
Thinking
97,498 Thoughts at once
Leave me the F alone.

14 January 2009

TODAY

Was a nice day (=

LET'S DO IT AGAIN!!

12 January 2009

irdkwisttajnoinsg

Dear you,
1. Some reassuring sounds nice at this time.
2. Shut up sometimes, dang. It would be nice if you would.
3. It's wrong that I should be missing you or even thinking about you and kinda.. wanting to go back? I don't know. But I think it's better if we stay the way we are.
4. Stop messing with my bestfriend! Even if you are my friend.
5. We need more of those Friday days, ya know?
6. I haven't been around, sorry.


LATELY..
Albertson's Max Cola isn't so bad
In need of floral shirts
Catch up in spanish, I'm lost
Bad habits gotta stop
Easily angered
Reminiscing is turning into something not good
3000
Falling behind
Restless
Over thinking, over analyzing
Craving for that security&reassurment
NEW BRAS, OMG
Socks for basketball
Inky pens
Jealousy comes fast
Attached
Blogging is sad
Questioning
Sing sing sing
Draw for life
Writing helps
I need to vent to someone who cares and will give me the advice I need.


SINCERELY<3

11 January 2009

Losing track of time

Hana knows best
Need some BIG earrings
Irresistible
Flaws of doom
Chill time vs. Game time
Need mo $$ )=
White V necks
Cutecutecute coats!
Spanish
Weight
APPEARANCE, again.
KPHJA please
Myspace is BORING
Chen's fractured collar bone o.o
My wall!!
Cue pictures
Picture frames
Blog til you die
Mascara
Eye lash curlers
Forever 21
H&M
URBAAAAAAAAAAN )=
AMC
Sleep time
3 months til 1 year, wow.
Finals
That's When I Love You
Laggy computers.
Work ya ass off to get in the game
Missing 8th grade
Distance sucks ass
Trying to stick to New Years Resolution
I abandoned my xanga
Star paper realxes my mind
I want out.
I'm feelin bipolar
Don't wanna miss out
Weather is being like spring
SPRING SHOPPING SOON? (=
I want a puppy
I need a new hair do )=
New flatsies please
BFFL, where have I been?
HATERS, get a life
New wardrobe would be NICE
Basketballbasketballbasketball
Be clean
Impossible to stay away
When I grow up..
You're beautiful

Mm, seems like awhile that i havent blogged. Not really. Well let's UPDATE (=

From Friday afterschool:
Went to Chen's cuz my sister hadto go somewhere. Mitchell came, i was really hungry and craviiiing. Sista came and i was the only one who was supposed to go to the mall but they came. Then walked into the mall and saw katrina getting a hair cut (= Hehehe!! We wathced UNBORN, scary shiz. )= After we ate and the got bobatime. Waited for KD to go home then we left and dropped off mitchell and chen and monds. BASICALLY.!

Saturday:
Woke up at 9 then left at 10 to go to GLENDALE. We went to my uncles house. Then went to Wells Fargo and then my dads office! Then to the GALLERIA where so freako followed me and my sista.SCARY. But yeah. AND KATHERINE!! I HAVE 16 PAIRS NOW!!! Yeah. I ate a lot. Im too lazy right now to put details. Plus this keyboard is LAMES.


Anyways..
I have no dear you's today. WOW. Just kidding, but yeah. Mkay toodles (=

PS. I miss..









07 January 2009

I. GET. IT.

DEAR YOUS.

1. Do you not understand that I GET IT? -__- And please do not do things only because I told you to and we got in a fight about it and it got me a little angry. GOSH. FCUK man, I'm getting sick of all these stupid little fights. Ugh. I love you though.
2. Stop talking to me about all these girls you want and all the ones you keep turning down, gosh man. I care and stuff and you're like the coolest and all but is that all you can talk and think about?

yeah thats it. im kind of angry right now. but yeah. anyways, ive been making a lot of paper stars lately. helps me.. concentrate and relax. weird..? mkay well yeah gotta go be productive now, byes!

05 January 2009

Selfish

SCP: i still like my ex
SCP: go
RC: im not so clean.
RC: go

and thats why i still need to keep up with that boy. its hard. anyways, homework resolution ain't going too well )= I SUCK. and procrastinate and everythang. LAMES. so yeah, i have some dear you's of 09 (=

DEAR YA,
1. I know you have problems, everyone does. But the way you THINK your solving it is really not the right way to deal with them. It doesn't help, at all, no matter how much you think it does.
2. Stop making your marriage like a junior high relationship. It's really not helping.
3. Just because you sometimes say mean things doesn't mean that somethings you say really do hurt. You say I don't put myself in your position? Please, you think for once. Stop bringing it up too, like we argue about it and it makes things worse. And assuming is assuming, goodness. Please. I love you but sometimes it seems like it's not enough for you or something. Just believe me when I say it, I really mean it.
4. A big MIDDLE FINGER to you! (=
5. You're pushing us away.
6. I miss you TOO much. You know lots now. Distance is a B.

Othas;
remember don't forget
no yelling
listen
appearance
quit arguing
start AND finish
love
live a little
attachment
isolation's gotta stop
be careful
think
respect oneself
salad yummy yummy
crayola
jojo
cuecuecuecuecue
chill out (=

Thas all for now? Sweet. Anywaysssssssss, I gotta finish homework now, boo )= the first 5 days of 09 aren't that bad (= Mkay adios.

01 January 2009

OHNINE!

2009, goodness. 08 went by so speedy o.o
And my new year's resolution for 09 are :

1. Be a better person! (=
2. Do homework/No procrastination -__-
3. Be responsible-- Think first.
4. No worries or regrets
5. Love more

THEN END. Yeah so New year's is okays. As the years like go on, there are like less and less people are here for parties. Kind of LAME. But yeah. Well hope 09 is good for everyone! Byes!
"Count your blessings, not your problems."