Once Again

I am in the blogging mood, yessss.
So today, I got to chill with my two best friends Hana and Katrina (=
Oh and I also saw my other best friend Chris Estanislao and then Frazier!
Chilled at Mc Donalds, very cute and fun. Chris and Frazier actually talked (=<
Then malled it with the girls and sista to look for sista's homecoming dress.
Lots of laughs, new insiders, to-do's for tomorrow, confrontation, ventilation.
A very good Wednesday, although it's hump day, but it was good from beginning to end.

For anything..
01. I don't wanna ruin a friendship, hah
02. Sorry for being such a bitch to you, you didn't deserve that.
03. I really miss Mitchell Marquez
04. UNICEF thang begging for coins with Hana
05. Sista bought me my charcoal nail polish <3
06. I'm beginning to obsess over piercings
07. I do not know how I like you so damn much
08. It's amazing how IDGAF about shit no more
09. I hate how my time management sucks
10. I need to get my priorities STRAIGHT, like now..
11. I'm tryna make basketball my motivation, I worked too damn hard -__-
12. I really hate how I still care about stuff you do tho..
13. I miss KPHJA days
14. You need like an epiphany or suttin, gurl -__-
15. And you need to stand up for yourself -______-
16. I'm glad I have my stable best friends right now
17. ERIK, you are not #11 -___-!
18. Coffee obsession is slowly coming back
19. I hate being replaced
20. (I hope I'm not jinxing it but..) Pimple free! >:D I was like pimpleness for a week -__-
21. I need to check all my grades
22. I need someone that I can just vent EVERYTHING to, not just certain things
23. Praying for Philippines
24. Damn songs just relate to everythang!!
25. Apathetic, mos def -__-
26. I'm craving neew EVERYTHING, from a bag to earrings to boots to sandals to flats to rings to head bands to pens to shorts to shirts to blouses to socks to shoes to sweaters to leather jackets to rompers to everythang <3
27. I cuss to much now
28. I wanna be a better person, I really do..
29. Friends do not talk crap about each other behind their backs..
30. It's nice to know there will always be someone there for you.
31. Remembering the smallestttt things
32. It's amazing how you can become so close with someone so fast
33. And it's amazing how you can drift apart so fast
34. I reeeeeeeally wanna go to Museum of Contemporary Art )=<
35. I need something to look forward to
36. I need a good motivation/or
37. Benevolent
38. Ameliorate
39. If you are titled to a 'best friend', please do everything and anything you can to keep that title, and I need to do the same
40. I'm such a hypocrite -__-
41. I'm almost at my 200th post, mayn <3
42. Eyes seriously tell it all
43. I love the little things, like seriously <3
44. I knock out right when I get home now..
45. Oh how different my life would be without certain someones..
46. I reallly am thankful for having all of this
47. You make me a better person
48. I over analyze, I hate it
49. You can hold grudges forever
50. People change, people have changed
51. Shit happens!

Horoscope!
Someone can bring you an important lesson about forgiveness today, yet it may be challenging if the messenger isn't also willing to participate in the healing process. You prefer full engagement from everyone who is emotionally connected to you, and anything less than that is simply unacceptable. Nevertheless, you could miss an opportunity to make a relationship breakthrough now if you hold others to your exacting standards.

One

of the best weekends in awhile!
Saturday was Dom's Championships so I got to chill with the SLRBL boys for maybe the last time at St. Lorenzo )= Ahh, I hope mosta them are in the same team next year. But yeah, Erik, Carlos, Aaron and Lorenzo ended up sleeping over so yeah, I stayed up with them til 4:30. All we did was play uno, watch some of them play 2K9, Cousin came over and played Halo, me, Erik and Carlos took pictures, obviously (= and we ate and then ended up knocking out then waking up at 7:45. (=
Sunday, momma made us breakfast and we pigged out. Then we went to G-Frey's game. Went to our house and drank summm boba and played Uno. Then all the boys left so me, Jerome, Dom and Ate went to St. Lorenzo. Me and Jerome left cuz he needed a shower. Came back and then left again. Attempted to goto the golf range and then that didnt work out. Went back to St.Lorenzo and got Dom then ate at Taco Bell. Went to the Village and played Hide n Seek in Homegoods and Kohls, it was cutes. Then Ate called so we had to go to Joghurt so me, Dom and Jerome were there early just trying samples and yeh, Ate came so we got some yogurt then left!

Very good weekend! 9/10

All nighter

My BEST losers (=<













With Erik, Carlos, Aaron and Lorenzo!
I am never up this late, that's a first -__-

Well I will update laters, because the night ain't over yet!
So yeeeeuh thas right, so yeah, goood night for now!

FINALLY

A decent day today.
So my day went like this:

- Woke up @ 6:30 when I leave at 6:35, yet I managed to get to school on time and get to school in a decent outfit -__-
- Classes went by real slow, plus Anne and Hana weren't there, so boo.
- Fight @ lunch, right in the front -__- People are so pushy.
- 7th period practice, so damn off
- Break 3:00 - 5:15 consisted of Nogales Burgers with Trinka, Erik and Dom. Then walked to the International Market thang to buy Powerade. Went back to Nogales to find Chen with Mitchell in the gym! Yay, oh how I missed Mitchell. Caught up, shot around with Chenny and the basketball girls and then 5:15 came 'round and practiced.
- Practice ended early so chilled with Katrina in the locker room for a bit, went to locker, shot around in the gym, dance on top of tables with Ale and Marce and sang songs then reminisce.
- Jeromiebeh soon came and then we went to his house because he needed to change. Then went to pick up Dom but on the way, we took the wrong turn so it was a pretty clear road so then he let me drive! :D Damn that shit made my day! Then got Dom and went home.
- Now I'm home, gonna call Jaylen soon! So yeh!


Guess Who's!
01. We need to catch up more man. And chill like every week and shit, yknow?! That would be the greatest because I fucking missss you -__-

02. Thanks for proving yourself to me, everything about now seems quite believable and real.

03. Sorry for making a big deal about the little shit, but I'm pretty sure you would too. I guess I just don't wanna lose my 'best friend' or whatever the hell we are now. It just don't seem like anything matter to you no more, like you just dropped everything.. I guess I'll just stop caring less?

04. IDGAF, stfu

05. You're so effing annoying, I jus wanna rip your head off sometimes -__-

06. Haaaahah, you funny.


Horoscope, oh how I fucking love you
You are ready to take a risk in love, but if you overplay your hand today, reality will shut you down pretty quickly. Luckily, this means that you won't have to wait too long to know if you are making a smart decision. Although you will probably go through a few alternating phases of encouragement and discouragement, the extremes should begin to settle down by the end of the day.

Sooooooo

Today was my BFFL, Hana's, birthday! (=
Happpppy birthdaaaaay, guuurll! Hope ya had a good one.

ANYWAYS, I gotta spill, so..
1. Hey, we need a girl's day, ASAP! I miss us..

2. I don't like the way you are lately. You make me very mad, and you're being the biggest hypocrite ever.. And I don't know why I'm still even trying when you just stopped.

3. You came back into my life at the wrong timing, once again. But that shouldn't matter anymore.

4. Thank you for everything right now (= Really, I appreciate you to the fullest and I'm thankful you're in my life. And sorry if I get all pissy all the time. )= But I just don't like how you "hide things" from meh and the things you say

5. Quittttt buggggin

6. I miss you, I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Please don't be mad at me )=

Currently

At my brother's game, and blogging right haarrreee!

EDIT LATER with the weekend update (=

Cheese bread

In the dark, typin this shiii!


- Ehp, I can not be sick no more, it is horrible and I can never practice )=
- Anyways, my addiction to coffe is getting worse, and it's a necesity now -__-
- My right ear is naked without my earring, waah. I need get that shit repierced!
- I laid down in front of boyfriend's house in the grass today at about 7:50pm today and gazed at the stars while talking about how amazing life is and how suddenly a car passed by and it was bumpin 'Spend My Life With You', cute.
- Damn songs relate to everything lately, haha, it's kinda lame, well really lame.
- I got too much shit on my shoulders, and I need to like.. git my priorities straight because they all fcked up right now and I can not handle, haaah.
- I haven't been getting the right amount of sleep that a 15 year old girl should be getting because I fall asleep during class, and I never do that!
- I just want games to start already, so anxious to just git on that court and play.
- I hung put with my best friend Anniepoo today and tried some new things for once, yay for me, that's like a fiiiiirst!
- Sashie has grown
- My fave season, Fall, is on it's way
- I have a date this Friday, and I am quite excited
- I just want my braces off already, man.
- I miss my best friends like crazyyyyyyyyyy
- Slow Motion
- I would love a new phone right about now!
- I still hate school x9999999997
- Baskteball jersey #99, deeyum!
- I keep gittin the feeling of caring about something you shouldn't, but I can't help it.
- This shit needs to GO AWAY, like NOW!
- Lesson learned
- Weak, physically and emotionally
- 9'13'25, 37
- Lyrical
- Endless feeling
- Swept me off my feet just like that
- Questioning
- Soo in the blogging mood
- I need a walking, living, going-to-respond-back-to-me blogspot.
- Don't Chnage
- I Wanna Be
- Everybody Knows
- Mixed emotions
- I think I'm forsure
- Fucking breaking out
- The past is the past
- I neeeeeeed new clothes
- Makin me feel all superhuman
- A whole new different feeling
- People change, so I've come to realize
- "If you really love someone, set them free"
- Reminiscin ain't always good

Sudden

One call can change eveything, or bring it all back.

Anyways, I want some come coffee right now, shoot.
And my damn cartilage earring went down the drain this morning.
Ohh man, well time to go talk to Jeromebeh, night!

The

Past is the past
Why can't I just let that be?

I'm in denial
I'm all insecure
I feel doubty
I miss things I shouldn't
I feel alive
I get second thoughts
It's hard to trust
I just can't believe it
I'm being selfish
I fell too fast
I complain too much
I over analyze
I'm trying my best
I really should not gaf
I want this to be different
I don't wanna get effed over
It's your life
IDGAF

Friday Night

@ Home -__- Got back from chillin with Jeromesies.
Today was not the day I was expecting at all.

BEFORESCHOOL- Gas station for coffee <3 I'm addicted
P1- Did worksheet
P2- Copy down metric conversions
P3- Art work in progress?
P4- Falling asleep, once puntos
P5- Test, used Jerome's notes (no help!) (=
8th- Nutella with BFFL. Dibs on middle
LUNCH- Totally abandoned out bench.
P6- 1-to-apart harmonies
P7(kinda)- No practice today, TG. Baskin Robins, China Blossom, CVS, Coffee <3, the way Anne and Katrina walk, bitching, you know, the usual.
AFTERSCHOOL- JBF's game, teehee, lost )= Watched with Hayna, John, Edgar, BigJohn, Chris, Natalie and yeah? Hahaha, pretty much. Fun, JBF didn't play as much as I thought? -__-! Then Nogales Burgers, spreading rumors bout Hana (= Bahah! Sorreh Hayna. Then her house, eat, talk, How It's Made and yeah! Then Jerome time. Rite Aid, sister, Island Pacific, yeah! Home.. Basically didn't go to WHS game, oooofh. Oh well, I'll wait til it's NHS vs. WHS, yo!


Pretty much.
Life is content.
I just hate school! (=
Oh and I'm sick, great?
Well time to wait for a call.
Then go sleep, good night, bloggers.

Vows

Quite Old




Dear You (s),
1. Thanks for everything (= You know just how to keep a smile on my face.
2. I miss you (s) like crazy, I feel so far from you guys, we need a chill date!
3. You're not being the JBF I thought you'd be..
4. Oh, and I miss you, I'm sorry I suck with chill dates with you, hahaha, sorry! But I'll make it up, plus you're like my bff, a&f man!
5. I am sooo glad we're close again and cool and stuff, because I hated it when it was all caca.
6. I'm sooo happy we at least have TWO classes together, or one and a half. Hahah, because I missed you! BFFL again!


Numbering off my thoughts:
01. 999- fave numbers yo
02. hating school lil by lil
03. making like 25 vows (=
04. best friend, really?!
05. need to go to MOCA, thanks Hana
06. tryna git some school work done
07. basketball is becoming a 25/8 thang -__-
08. I miss mybest friends, like serio
09. Sashie is starting to be a good dog
10. I need nail polish
11. I don't know what to blog no more?
12. Niiiiiiight

Goog morning

Today is a Friday and I have practice + I got to go home right after practice so boo. )=

And this week went by faster than I thought, thank God.
Well off to school in 10 minutes with my Starbucks Vanilla Frapp thang in a nice, cold, glass bottle, bag sack full of clothes, bag bigger than my torso, black round neck (ew), gray skinnies, bracelets, pumped hair, red LG shine in my right pocket, black sandals and lotioned up arms.

Today sounds like a gooooood day already

Ameliorate

Is the word I've been using a lot lately, because I really want to change for the best, but as the lazy, stupid and apathetic person I am isn't letting me. -__- I just think I need some motivation or something, like.. Something to look forward to when all this is over, you know? And I really want to get my damn priorities straight because at the moment, they're everywhere -__- But, yeah. Okay I'm gonna quit complaining and start doing something.. well soon at least.

Anyways,
- I miss Marvin Gines!
- I miss Mitchell Marquez!
- I miss Johoerojo!
- I've been so exhausted lately
- I haven't been waking up on time
- I wake up too early in the morning
- I've had some maddd sniffles for awhile now.
- I've been piled with homework, basically.
- I tried urine today -__- Damn Chavez
- I finally had Joghurt for the first time in forever
- I really, seriously need some new clothes
- I think that time is passing by really slow
- I'm actually starting to like my classes
- I think Art just brightens up my day
- I'm trying to be a best friend
- I think I'm gittin chubby
- I finally don't have practice tomorrow <3
- I think every week is planned out for me
- I need to get my priorities straight
- I CANNOT wait until season is here, babyy
- I was at the park today and I'm lovin the color of the leaves
- I love how Autumn is coming <3 <3 <3 <3
- I love writing in my new planner!
- I think my dad is making me wash the dishes -__- (=<

And that blog was 'sposed to be for yesterday.
Annnnnnnd today..

I went to IKEA, and I love it thaa mosht. <3