30 January 2010
It's
Getting harder and harder every other day, and it seems like I'm the only one willing to fight and want this.. And it's even harder trying to make you reassured. But remember, you're not the only one who needs reassurance. I don't even ask for it, just a simple, 'baby, I love you!' out of no where once in awhile, would work too. I don't wanna be lame and take all your 'jokes' up the ass, but if it always repeated.. How can you expect me to take it as a joke now? It could happen. I know I don't reassure you in my actions, but I'm trying. But please at least acknowledge the fact that I'm still here. Still, and always will be. But if it gets to the point where you push me away further than you wanted, don't blame me for feeling the way I will.
