I really do not understand how I deal with some shit. And how much longer I can deal

Don't even know where to start

Shits just crazy how one person can make you feel a bunch crazy shit.
On a different note, I'm going to try and change shit up a bit, getting bored of myself. It's kind of hard to keep myself satisfied... With myself. We'll see how this turns out.

School is starting in less than a week, excited? I guess since it's my last year, and I really to live it upppppppppppp!