The

Past is the past
Why can't I just let that be?

I'm in denial
I'm all insecure
I feel doubty
I miss things I shouldn't
I feel alive
I get second thoughts
It's hard to trust
I just can't believe it
I'm being selfish
I fell too fast
I complain too much
I over analyze
I'm trying my best
I really should not gaf
I want this to be different
I don't wanna get effed over
It's your life
IDGAF

Friday Night

@ Home -__- Got back from chillin with Jeromesies.
Today was not the day I was expecting at all.

BEFORESCHOOL- Gas station for coffee <3 I'm addicted
P1- Did worksheet
P2- Copy down metric conversions
P3- Art work in progress?
P4- Falling asleep, once puntos
P5- Test, used Jerome's notes (no help!) (=
8th- Nutella with BFFL. Dibs on middle
LUNCH- Totally abandoned out bench.
P6- 1-to-apart harmonies
P7(kinda)- No practice today, TG. Baskin Robins, China Blossom, CVS, Coffee <3, the way Anne and Katrina walk, bitching, you know, the usual.
AFTERSCHOOL- JBF's game, teehee, lost )= Watched with Hayna, John, Edgar, BigJohn, Chris, Natalie and yeah? Hahaha, pretty much. Fun, JBF didn't play as much as I thought? -__-! Then Nogales Burgers, spreading rumors bout Hana (= Bahah! Sorreh Hayna. Then her house, eat, talk, How It's Made and yeah! Then Jerome time. Rite Aid, sister, Island Pacific, yeah! Home.. Basically didn't go to WHS game, oooofh. Oh well, I'll wait til it's NHS vs. WHS, yo!


Pretty much.
Life is content.
I just hate school! (=
Oh and I'm sick, great?
Well time to wait for a call.
Then go sleep, good night, bloggers.

Vows

Quite Old




Dear You (s),
1. Thanks for everything (= You know just how to keep a smile on my face.
2. I miss you (s) like crazy, I feel so far from you guys, we need a chill date!
3. You're not being the JBF I thought you'd be..
4. Oh, and I miss you, I'm sorry I suck with chill dates with you, hahaha, sorry! But I'll make it up, plus you're like my bff, a&f man!
5. I am sooo glad we're close again and cool and stuff, because I hated it when it was all caca.
6. I'm sooo happy we at least have TWO classes together, or one and a half. Hahah, because I missed you! BFFL again!


Numbering off my thoughts:
01. 999- fave numbers yo
02. hating school lil by lil
03. making like 25 vows (=
04. best friend, really?!
05. need to go to MOCA, thanks Hana
06. tryna git some school work done
07. basketball is becoming a 25/8 thang -__-
08. I miss mybest friends, like serio
09. Sashie is starting to be a good dog
10. I need nail polish
11. I don't know what to blog no more?
12. Niiiiiiight

Goog morning

Today is a Friday and I have practice + I got to go home right after practice so boo. )=

And this week went by faster than I thought, thank God.
Well off to school in 10 minutes with my Starbucks Vanilla Frapp thang in a nice, cold, glass bottle, bag sack full of clothes, bag bigger than my torso, black round neck (ew), gray skinnies, bracelets, pumped hair, red LG shine in my right pocket, black sandals and lotioned up arms.

Today sounds like a gooooood day already

Ameliorate

Is the word I've been using a lot lately, because I really want to change for the best, but as the lazy, stupid and apathetic person I am isn't letting me. -__- I just think I need some motivation or something, like.. Something to look forward to when all this is over, you know? And I really want to get my damn priorities straight because at the moment, they're everywhere -__- But, yeah. Okay I'm gonna quit complaining and start doing something.. well soon at least.

Anyways,
- I miss Marvin Gines!
- I miss Mitchell Marquez!
- I miss Johoerojo!
- I've been so exhausted lately
- I haven't been waking up on time
- I wake up too early in the morning
- I've had some maddd sniffles for awhile now.
- I've been piled with homework, basically.
- I tried urine today -__- Damn Chavez
- I finally had Joghurt for the first time in forever
- I really, seriously need some new clothes
- I think that time is passing by really slow
- I'm actually starting to like my classes
- I think Art just brightens up my day
- I'm trying to be a best friend
- I think I'm gittin chubby
- I finally don't have practice tomorrow <3
- I think every week is planned out for me
- I need to get my priorities straight
- I CANNOT wait until season is here, babyy
- I was at the park today and I'm lovin the color of the leaves
- I love how Autumn is coming <3 <3 <3 <3
- I love writing in my new planner!
- I think my dad is making me wash the dishes -__- (=<

And that blog was 'sposed to be for yesterday.
Annnnnnnd today..

I went to IKEA, and I love it thaa mosht. <3