It's

Getting harder and harder every other day, and it seems like I'm the only one willing to fight and want this.. And it's even harder trying to make you reassured. But remember, you're not the only one who needs reassurance. I don't even ask for it, just a simple, 'baby, I love you!' out of no where once in awhile, would work too. I don't wanna be lame and take all your 'jokes' up the ass, but if it always repeated.. How can you expect me to take it as a joke now? It could happen. I know I don't reassure you in my actions, but I'm trying. But please at least acknowledge the fact that I'm still here. Still, and always will be. But if it gets to the point where you push me away further than you wanted, don't blame me for feeling the way I will.

formspring.me

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Gibberish

Playin sum Super Mario Bros.; Drivin' in the car and bumpin the music and singing along; Cuddling up in the bed and falling asleep or just talking; Finger painting and putting hand prints on the wall; Playin ball on the tiny lil pink court hanging on the door; Gettin the usual 2 Tacos, Whopper JR and Boba; Texting from the second my foot steps out of the car; Walking around and just seeing things that remind me; Emailing pictures; Our rings and how they rusted so fast; Making plans that usually go through; Playing Scramble and tryna beat his score; Thinking the same things; Because he's a daily; Seeing him every day; Attempting to make a collage; Having my own 'shorts' drawer; Being part of his family; Appreciating everything he's done/willing to do; Loving every little part of him; Enjoying every single moment; I'm in love (=<

December 18th & 19th!











Horoscope:
You may be getting tired now of being bounced around by your attractions. One moment you are feeling great about a romance and the next minute you are wondering about the wisdom of following your heart. The hot and cold swings of desire and fear will pass if you don't overreact to extreme emotions on either end of the spectrum.

Love and Basketball

Is my whole life as of right now, and is my favorite movie
Got love on one side and basketball right on tha other
Winter break is goin by really fast by the way, like serio
And it's kind of different too, in a good and bad way
Well I'm gonna go talk to J-romebaybay now, so good night!