Blog Time

TODAY: Was okay. Wet woolies (sp?) are DISGUSTING. And I am home early, lame. And my lips are burning and feel big because of the stupid spicy soup. )= (= OKAY, here I go.

DEAR YOU,
1. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, be careful in the situations you're getting into. I know it gets annoying hearing that same thing over and over again, but foreals.
2. I just want us to be like we used to.
3. I'm sorry if some things I do bug you. Or you don't like how I respond to a question or how I react to something you do.


DUDE, I can't dig deep in my mind right now. Maybe later.

Yum

Hurting

Because i finally got my period. Lame! I like, was not feeling good earlier, yuck. Today was pretty cools, went to the mall, chilled with Anne in her car, hehe, uh Chen came over and we played ball and watched a walk to remember and played iSpy and uh ate froot loops (= And then I went to church then ate at taco bell then albertsons then home. WeeeeeeeEeEEeeee. But yeah, thas it. Hah, and I don't know how to update.. So I just stop here, bye bloggers.

Thoughts

I haven't gotten my period in forever.
I want some In N Out
I think TUMBLR is cute
I want to go shopping
I want to drive already!
I need some new hairstyles
I am VIXEN FOX (=
I need my creativity back, please )=
It's almost a year, and that is CRAAAZY!
I miss Mitchell Marquez
I wanna hang out with the girls today
I feel like painting
I want to learn how to draw REALISTICALLY
I want my own room, damn it
I want some boba!
I kinda want a job
I need to bring up my grades
I need to get my priorities straight
I need a bit more patience
I need more time time time
I don't like being yelled at
I don't like being mad
I want to have good day's more often
I want to go back to middle school
I just wanna chillllllll (=
I miss my boyfrand
I wanna learn to dance, I suck
I want to go to the gym
I need to exercise
I want to lose some
I wish my fat went to other places )=
I want a puppy
I wanna play basketball again
I think softball looks like fun
I wanna redecorate my wall
I need to clean my closet
I want to download some songs
I wanna have the FULL diner dash game!
I want an iPhone or iTouch! )=
I want new perfume
I want new EARRINGS<3
I want all the colors of the W.W.J.D. bracelets
I haven't been to church in like 2 months..
I love visiting Rincon
I love Symphony
I love leaving surprises for people
I want a surprise
I want SPRING BREAK, even better, SUMMER
I wanna re visit the past
I want to see a part of my future.
I wanna go down town
I wanna go to NY
I want to try out new mascaras and curlers and eyeliner
I think I should stop here and add later(=

SHEEEEEEEEEIT

I am exhausted. I am Hana today, hah!
I THINK, I need to like blog more often.
Maybe I vent today, or tomorrow. When i get the chance.




ALRIGHT, goodbye (=

Royal Cola

UUUUUGH, Katherine is making procrastinate on damn biology.
I hate her -_______________________________________________- (=
HAH, kidding. ANYWAYS, i gat stuff to do. Sorr blogger, I haven't been updating you.

UPDATE.

SADIES, was okay. Heheheh, i liked the end.

SUNDAY, cousins were here, fun fun fun (= and INLAWED cousins here too, even mo fun. I crave chocolate.

MONDAY, good day. Hana's then Chen's then home. Hahaha, waaah.


ANYWAYS, I've been feeling better lately (= Hehehe, I just need:

Moolah, new clothes, fun fun, spice in my life, a camera, a license (hehe), more creativity, time?, motivation. (=

OKAY, i have to eat, toodles.

AND SO TOMORROW IS

Sadieeeeeees!
Today was great, kinda.

Cutie

Greed

Today was okays. I asked Chen to Sadie's with the huge diamond ring I made him, hehe. Mmm, PE was kinda fun with Run, Mo, Jaylun and Judddd. Cool kids. Oh and choir with like the 50 gabajillion jumping jacks -__- Anyways, after school, me and John walked to Noagles Burgers to buy some fries, and like usual, we see Ale and Jocelyne there, hehe. Then we walked to Rincon and went to Chandra's. She is too funny! Heheheh! And mm, saw Fisler. HIS SON, BANDONE..? is the cutest eighth grader alive. I think he is waaay too cute. Maybe cuz he looks like Chen. Heheh, but he's so cute! (= Hehehhe! And yeah I went home at like.. 4:15 today, yuck. Too early!! Hahaha well yeah. Mmm, well that's my day? Haha

IMISS
basketball
good times
oldies
having all the time in the world
no worries
summer
middle school
bestfriend
bffl
cousins
shopping
first few month
spontaneous feelings
SBs? hahah
old life.

Touche

Dear You,
Apparently it was obvious who you were.
So, I haven't told anyone the real story behind anything, which you have a point. And when I am ready to do just that, then I'm ready, yeah? Yeah. And I don't wanna just go up to you spilling out my problems because sometimes, sometimes I honestly think its like nothing to you. And that's why you could ask if you wanted, but you really dont have to go through all that trouble. And I don't think it's so right to assume my life is an emotional roller coaster because it isn't. But even if it was, shouldn't you be the best friend to get sea sick with me? Not that I want you to go through whatever I might go through, but, yeah. And I know you didn't know that because I didn't tell you right? But try to get to know. And the BFFL thing, it's not that anyone's higher, it's just it doesn't seem like we are anymore. And whenever I try to hang with you and stuff like after school, you're not there the days I am, or something comes up. And I can't blame you for that because sometimes things really do come up. It's just hard to bond with you now because of all the stuff. And don't worry, none of it's your fault. All on me. Because that's the way I am. And I am trying to change for the better. And why don't you just tell me your expectations, maaan, please. Anyways, yeah. I don't know anymore. I know I'm sounding contradictory, but yeah. And don't worry, you're right, bout most of it. And you're not being bitchy. I get it. But yeah, I'm gonna try to patch everything up.


always,
pg

Baby Day

I am called 'Mama Oreo' by baby Zion! (=
I love ZJ and Zion!
















Yummm! <3 My babyloves.

I've been needing to say

Lately, everything has been up and down.
Or bi polar, yeah that's the word.

Dear You,
1. Mm, you kinda got to step your game down a bit. I know it's none of my business but you know, I think it's better for everyone.
2. And you! Step your game up, mama (= I know ya got it in you, and I don't wanna push you anymore because I know I'd hate that too if I were pushed like that.
3. You can't really say something about or to someone if you really don't know the real story behind everything right? But you apparently do not go by this rule. I don't know if you don't see it or something but yeah, I'm trying, alright? You can't say I'm not, because YOU KNOW I AM. I honestly, now, do not know what you want. It's kinda confusing when I think I'm doing something right but it just does not go up to your.. expectations? You can't expect me to get everything straight in a snap. And I can't call you what you were to me anymore. Remember, step in to my shoes once in awhile.
4. OOOO man. I do not wanna fall in that deep, endless pit again. But yeah, I am sorry if I like totally frustrate or piss the shehflsdjh out of you. You've been patient, i think, hah and I'm sorry.
5. Hey dude, I still miss you, hah. And I know I'm gonna keep saying that if we start talking again like.. 8th. I don't know. It's real hard to keep up with you. I still consider you and my BFFBFFBFF for life, but honestly, we aren't really that anymore. And I know you will always be here for me, but it's not the same.
6. I'm sorry we;re not as close anymore, my fault. I think that's all I can say. And that I miss you and you're the only one who understood mostly everything. And this is my loss.

Yeah that's good.

AND, I just miss the feeling of not just that one thing but everything.
It's not that easy for me to go from one thing then back to the other. My comfort level has gone really low, with everyone. I've changed myself to be not as open as I was before because it's really hard for me now, and I really do not know why but that's me and I can't be forced to a certain level of comfort. I just need to think.

Ah damn.

Suga Honey Ice Tea

AND, I'm at RUN'S house again.
The 'n' button doesnt work so well.
Okay I'll blog at home, byes!

HOME:
Run's was good.
I need to vent but not right now.

laters

SO LIKEEEEEEEEEEEE

I am at my best friend Run's house right now, yum.
I am currently a big sick piece of useless meat.
I am in need to lose weight and eat healthier.
I am craving for some SPICE in my lifeeeeee!
I am in desperate need to get my sadies outfit.
I am needing some $$$$$ )=
I am in need of more timeeeeeeeeee! )=
I am procrastinating on my Spanish project, booooo.

I am in need to go to the restroom.

kiss me thru the phone

is my favorite song. Well not really but I think it's cute.
Dude.. I realized I never like REBLOG after I say I'll edit, waah.
Well I REALLY have to edit this later though, so toodles.


EDIT;
Katherine married me today, heh. (= DIAMONDS on my middle finger. Yeah today waas whatevers, like the weather was all random, it's been wierd. And lunch was poops, so was after school. But when I gat home with my sister it was okays. (= We went to the stores. I bought Starbucks Vanilla Frapppppp in a bottle <3 Haven't had that in awhile (= My braces are coming off in Juneish, summmmahsih. YESSS, cool. <3 I'm sleeeepy )= I don't want to do any dear you's today, I think? Okay well I will go now. Bye (= (= (=

BUT, i want to say..

I feel the need to be less argumentive. Or stop trying to get my ponit across so badly. Ugh, I suck. And I think I need some time management help, oh I'm pathetic (= And I need another reality check. And I need to get my priorities straight and everything, man. Waah

Mirror

I have a lot of homework today, boo. I'll blog when I'm done.

I NEED

More time

PS. Happy birthday Mmneek!

March

Has just begun. And yeah. Today has been a good/ scary day. (=
I have pictures, but later when I get home. Plus, I have homework to do.
Well I'll update later, byes(=

PS. Muhneek's Birthday tomorrows! Happy early birthday, hotsh*t!

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