Touche

Dear You,
Apparently it was obvious who you were.
So, I haven't told anyone the real story behind anything, which you have a point. And when I am ready to do just that, then I'm ready, yeah? Yeah. And I don't wanna just go up to you spilling out my problems because sometimes, sometimes I honestly think its like nothing to you. And that's why you could ask if you wanted, but you really dont have to go through all that trouble. And I don't think it's so right to assume my life is an emotional roller coaster because it isn't. But even if it was, shouldn't you be the best friend to get sea sick with me? Not that I want you to go through whatever I might go through, but, yeah. And I know you didn't know that because I didn't tell you right? But try to get to know. And the BFFL thing, it's not that anyone's higher, it's just it doesn't seem like we are anymore. And whenever I try to hang with you and stuff like after school, you're not there the days I am, or something comes up. And I can't blame you for that because sometimes things really do come up. It's just hard to bond with you now because of all the stuff. And don't worry, none of it's your fault. All on me. Because that's the way I am. And I am trying to change for the better. And why don't you just tell me your expectations, maaan, please. Anyways, yeah. I don't know anymore. I know I'm sounding contradictory, but yeah. And don't worry, you're right, bout most of it. And you're not being bitchy. I get it. But yeah, I'm gonna try to patch everything up.


always,
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