up, down.

So uuuugly.



TODAY: 7 outta 10
STARTED OFF LIKE: Didn't know what to wear, v-neck, once again.
Wanting coffee, not getting it )=
Mascara= ruined. )= so had to take it off -__-
THEN BIO WENT: Okay, because we watched a video, oo! (=
GEOMETRY: I actually was doing the work, sweet.
TEST PERIOD: Was so long, history was the last subject for CSTs! (= It took me the longest out of all my tests, wtf?
HISTORY WAS: Chill, chill, chill! Becaws he gave us a break since we studied like MUCHO GRANDE.. then just talked to Chenny.
ENGLISH WAS SOOO: Boring, ew. Notes on Anthem, eh. -__-
LUNCH WAS REALLY: Okay/awkaward. Went by fast, even tho I didn't do nothing. Plus my cocaine cap/n crunch sheeit <3
CHOIR, hehe: OBVIOUSLY, me, hana, jasman and trinaks were the ones talking outside and being loud (like always -__-) and now we have a test on September, or.. I forgot what it's called (= teehee!
PE IS ALWAYS: Interesting! Hehe, but it was shorter today cuz I guess we toook FOEVAH to get on our dots, gaaay. Jaylen never wantes to take a peecture with me, gay gay. Then I attempted to get katherine on the TOILET cuz she gat me yesterday on he CAMERON but.. fail and a half )= )= lame. (=
SPANISH HAS: Always a little fun side, even tho I have no CLOSE frands in there )= But yeah, I was dee only one to like take notes from yesterday, ew )= BUTYEAH.
AFTERSCHOOL IS ALWAYS LIKE: Joghurt.! Cuz John owed me, that little.. (= YEAH aynd then.. Chen called me, went to Chai Cafe, Joey offered me pizza bread, took dee crust. Chen came, said bye, called Bobby.. Stephan )= Sarry! Then yeah. His house, left at 5:20, then dropped Monds, saw trinka, went to seafood area, taco bell, then homes (= Played ball eh eh eh, yah (=
AND NOW I AM: Waiting for Sir Chen to call me? (=


YEAH so that was my day. Haven't blogged fully of my day in awhile, weeeird. But jyeah.


OH AND THESE: (=
Why do I care so damn much? >.<
I have lotsa pity and guilt. It's weird.
Mo $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$, please?
I want a camera, please. )=
DSi > DSlite! TRADE?
Mac book Photobooth.
Chillin with TRINKAS thursday!
Family Tree do soon.
ST. MARTHA'S FAIR ST. MARTHA'S FAIR
ST. MARTHA'S FAIR ST. MARTHA'S FAIR
ST. MARTHA'S FAIR ST. MARTHA'S FAIR
ST. MARTHA'S FAIR ST. MARTHA'S FAIR
ST. MARTHA'S FAIR ST. MARTHA'S FAIR
Brother kicking me outta his room -____-

bye bye <3

brown eyed blues

is the 1st song i heard today, cute.
today is the day where i try to do my homework and be as productive as i can, but i end up on the computer for mosta the day and then end up doing homework and 7:30 or 8:00, oh how predictable. -__- well i see if that changes later(=


spit spit spit it out;
falling asleep to the same voice for the past year is great.
having best friends listeing to all the bs in your life is great.
having a bunch of girls sitting around a table talking about boys and gossiping is great.
having a dad who thinks he's all buff but then whines when you punch him is great.
having a sister who totally acts more like a mom than your mom is great.
losing a best friend is nooooooooot great. -__________-


i wish, again! too cutes.



i'll edit laytars.

sat ur day

today wasn't so productive as i was imagining it to be. sat at home looking at clothing sites and being depressed that i could not have the $$$ to buy some of the nice stuff )= oh lames. i also checked in my closted if there was anything cut i can put together, oh gosh. -__- and i was originally supposed to go out with trinkas today BUT mom is a kill joy, so no. so yeah today was ehp. and my ortho: dude, basically a month if i wear my rubber bands, EEEEEEEEEEE! :D but eh, -__- )=

best day of this past week would have to be tuesday and thursday, BECAWS:
tuesday: pool day wid the giiiirls
thursday: kaydeetrinka day! :D mallin it, unplanned.

EHHH well yeah :D i hope tomorrow is a better day (=


basics lately..

wanting to go out just to dress up
need of new mascara
planning for my birthday already
skittlesskittlesskittles <333
hot buffalo wing pretzel things
joghurt only twice a week? LAME
needing to change my ways
need new nailpolish color -__-
need mo $$$$$$$$$$$$!
wanting my own room, dang it
blue notebook full of secrets
venting to katrinkas da lion
who really is what to me
getting my priorities straight
envy jealousy -__-
i want an iPhone
Scramble
typical fantasy -____-
wondering how next season will be )=
stopping bad, ugly habits
sleeeeeeep moooooooore
knock knock jokes for 15 straight minutes
neeeeeda catch up with old people i was once close with
holding in my peepee
period sssssstaring soon?
lakers won tonight <3 <3 <3 <3 BINUM back in the game.


oh i wiiiish!

haaaaaaaaaaaaaah

yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuums


SO today was kinda HAAT, but not as hot as yesterday, hehe. I felt reeeal naked today.

Went smiming at Hana's, fun fun.! Hahah tried to tan my unevenly tanned legs -__- Then chilled at her's for awhile, forgot my damn phone, dang it -__-

Mmm, got my schedule for next year down! (= FINALLY I get to take art. Mm, have to retake uh bio and geometry in the summer, SHEEIT D: But yeah (=

Yeah that's basically my day! hahaha

I NEED:
clothes
sandals
$$$$$$$
hello kitty wallet
motivation
yogurt
tuhtuhtuhtime
art skilllls
loviiiin! hehe jk

yeah thats it. k byyyyyyyyyye!

Hace Calor

Hero of the day;

QUITE AMAZING, idn't he?

Today was very hot, and school was school.
Nothing changed -__- but the first day was gay. I was reeealy tired from staying up til like.. 3 ish last night, poo -__-

AND sheeit, Testing starts tomorrow! :O
ELA, I think it'll be a breeze.

AFTERSCHOOL went to Joghurt with John and Run and Anniepoo. Then Chen came, got his yougurt, ate a little then his house til 5:40. Then yeah!

I hope the weather cools down tomorrow, but tomorrow we go SWIMMING at Hana's, sweeeeeet <3 Okay well updatecha laters, paaayce

Sunday

Last official day of Spring Break.
OVERVIEW OF SPRING BREAK:
Scale of 1-10, 6. Kinda lames.

I have tons of homework to get done, and I so wish I didn't procrastinate so much -__- Ugh regrets. (=<

Today is like SUPER hot, and.. I want to go the the beach, waah. Perfect day too.
Pretty sleepy from last night, ehp. Slept at like 1:30 then woke up gain at 3:20 to stay on dee phone. Yums.

Waaah, I want my hair to be LONG already, but it's like summer so I'll rpolly DIE if my hair is like LONG, cuz it'll be like.. suffocting me. But yeah, new hair do please!

mm, my dad thinks he buff, that's cute. hahaha

well i update laters! byebye


baby tries to make his lips skinniER.

ROJO is faaaaaaaaaaan! (=

EDIT

OH GOSH, it's been hot lately. And this stupid light on my table is making it worse and I really have to pee -__-

SOTODAY, I went to the Walnut library. Need the Giver and Abstinence books for my research project, boo -__-! AND I still have A LOT of homework to do, and I SHOULD be doing my extra credit for bio, but.. first things first? I guess. Well after the library, went to go eat at In N Out, yum! Got full FAST. I want animal fries tho.. Then after we went to get some BOBA, YUM more! (= Yay, and in the car my brother was making fun of how I look mexican more than filipino sometimes.. uh NO.? Then about my birthday and then my brother saying YOU SHOULD HAVE A QUINCE! And yeah no. But yeah I want a jumper, and.. I just wish I had a pool cuz there is no use for my brithday being in the summer without a dang poool )= Waah. Yeah then we got home, tried opening the door with my mom's keys, but.. hopeless and a big fail. SO I got my keys out and they worked! (= Then yeah. Got home and wrote this (= Plans for later? HOMEWORK. Yeah.. LAMES! (= Well yeah

ONELINERS

webcamming is fuuns
bobalicious
plumber 'mr. rooter!!' hah
too long?
the REASONS
summer feeling
need for DRESSES.
bathing suit shopping
chubby
hair ties
sunglasses
my starfish is doing well
beeeeach? )=
editing
cork boards
vogue and teen vogue mags
cut outs
'got a boyfriend?' paper thing from hana.

Crunchatize me

Today is the day where I really try hard to do my homework, but I keep on laggin it. I keep saying to myself I'll do my damn homework BUT I dont, I am a bad person. I havent lotsa things on my mind lately, ehps, situations I don't know how to handle, dang it. But yeah. Things'll get better?

SO I should start .. or finish my homework now.
BLOG LATERS?

RUN day

MY DAY TODAY was quite.. Spontaneous, at a point. Woke up from my dream of riding Ghost Rider and laid in bed for awhile tryna go back to sleep. Eventually got up and went to the bathroom. Then picked out clothing (not that I even needed to -__-) And then put on some sweats. Went to the kitchen and warmed up my noodle soup thang. Then watched Penguins of Madagascar and waited for the clock to turn 9. Then we left and dropped my brotha off at his girlfriend's house. Then I got sropped off at Run's house and woke her up (= Then! We talked, called Hana, Anne and Jasman. Then her gpapa brought back mc donalds so we stopped watching Sonny With A Chance. FUNNY? Then we walked to Joghurt, my fave! And I got shtuff and we ate there and watched 'SMART GUY'! OMG haven't watched that in FOEVAHS. And then we walked back and visited Hana and I TRIED to persuade her to like.. go with us, but NAH. So waah. We went back to Katherine's and it was HAWT so I changed and used her shorts and shirt and then she showered and I added songs to my playlist thang and called Foothill Tramsit. Then we walked to the bus stop and waited for dee bus. Then bus got there, went on, kept switching seats. EMPTY BUS. Then got to WHS and waited in the front then they got out and I saw MITCHELL!!!!!!!!!! (= (=! Then went to the other stairs and and went in the school and saw Jason and Ximena and Nicole. Went to Jason and said hi then Ximena and Nicole. Then walked around and saw Breanna and Joshereyes and Joanna and yeah! Hahaha then called up Kevin and then he said he was coming then we saw him and like yeah. Weirds, haha. Then called Francis and then we was at the 'X' so we went there with Rashid and Sid. And then we all sat at the planter X thang and talked. Drew in Joshereyes' drawing book! Heheh then we just talked and then Mitchell hadta leave )= Pooo! Then Joshy left too. Then we just sat and talked for awhile then me, Run, Francis, Kevin, Rashid and Sid finally got up and walked to Kevin's locker where I got my starfish.! Yay. Then walked to the Village, FRIGGIN HOT man -__- Met up with this guy Marvin. Then went to uh McDonalds and I got a uh 6pc and a choco sundae! Yums, me, Run and Francis sat at a table while the other boys sat on the cirleish juan oh and got my note from Caca. Then I finished, got Rashid his Coke and then yeah. Francis and Sid and Rashid hadta leave so me and Run moved to Kevin and Marvin's table. We just talked and stuff and yeah AT like 5 I hadta go so they left and I took Run home and yeah. With my sister and brotha, we went to JOGHURT again (= And yeah got shtuffs (= Watched Spongebob! And then left and went home and my sista like made mac and cheese then she left. And now I'm here writing this (= OKAY well gotta do my homework now, damn it.
Payce (=

DOWNTOWN

Is where I was mosta my day. It was fun! Hahaha, and Chinatown, yum!
I woke up early, laaaaaaame -__- And yeaah, don't feel like going into detail.


SO SPRING BREAK, is kinda LAMES. But I get to go to the beach this weekend! ? Hahah, but yeah. Haven't hung out with the girls )= Maybe Friday? I hope! Hm.. and KD is goine too, so lames! Well tomorrow, might go out, I hope! Gotta get my homework done.. )= SOOOOOO, I'll go now, toodles (=

SO SO SO

IMISSTHAT<3

I did homework today, woohoo! And cleaned my closet, woohoo again! (=
Went to the mall.. Didn't do anyting -__- Then Target, yay.
TODAY coulda beeen good, but it didn't happen.
I JUST WANNA GO TO THE BEACH!!! D:

TOMORROW: Homework at Chen's? And if anything else, tell me, I wanna chill )=

OKAY BYE (=











jeeztakeiteasykq can SMD !

Learn

SPRINGBREAK

Has arrived, BITCHES (=
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay <3

I THINK, I started off really goods! Today was Trinka's birthday! Hahaha, fun.. weird stuff! hahaha took the bus and saw a lot of people on there, aahaha caught up with people I havent seen in foevas! Then went to seafood, Jasman and KD got their eyebrows done, then me and KD went to mc donalds while John and Jasman went to uh Jack In the Box, haha. Then Goldilocks and Wallgreens. Then Trisha's house! Hahaha then on the way to the bus stop, it was drizzling a little, then like John pulled out his nice, bright yellow umbrella <3 Hahaha, cutes! Then took pictures, saw Cesar, got on the bus, go to Shakespeare! Then there was a cart and John pushed me, yay! Then typed in KDs gate numba then rode on the slow ass gate, hahah. Got to her house, chilled, 'SLOW TALKING' hahaha, cute. Then we played that Hotel 626 game, gosh I was all scared -__- Then watched Hot Chicks, so cute! hahah Then ate pizza and drank soda and talked. Then went to go drop Jasman and John off, fun. Hahaha, and yeah! Got home to my mommas bomb dumplings <3 YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! So yeah, LETS DO THIS SPRING BREAK! (= Hahaha, and Hana is gone )= til monday at least (= Hahah, okay well tomorrow will be pretty good too? Mall? (= Okays bye!


BESTPERIODOFTHEDAY, Had to be PE! (= I <3 RUN


SPRINGBREAK, thank you

Ah shit, but got piled with shit load of homework )= Lame!

GOOD GOOD

Day today, one of the bests in awhile! SCVA was greeeat(=

AND One year suckah! I got some.. magenta flowers, my fave! <3

Okay i really gotta do homework, byebye (=

I SUCK

At tryna find those cool 'code words' to disguise my thoughts so who ever reads it, it will be confusing and so not obvious. BUT I do not have that mind to have those cool mmetaphors and similies! Only Katherine is good at that, of course <3

1. She wants to be free, but the thought of you always being there is stopping her. The fact that she can not hurt you is holding her back, which I totally told her not to make that a big deal -__- BUT she won't listen to me. If you told her this though, it'd prolly mean more because it's from you, and she wants to hear it from YOU and only you. She knows you don't want her to leave you, and she doesn't wanna leave you either but she's like.. I don't know, she confuses me. She loves the moments with you but when you're gone, it's like, where'd you go? You know? I don't think she wants you to leave, she just needs to out of her fish tank, but I don't think she ready for YOU to swim out of yours.
2. She wants to be her best friend again. She wants you to like, call her and update her on who you're talking to and stuff. She wants to like, be the one you run to for any problems or the one you can just chill with, and be comfy. She wants it how it used to be, not how it is right now, which is.. awkward and not the same. She still wants to be your best friend, she just doesn't know how to get to you, at the right time. Maybe you should go to her once in awhile? It would mean more. Ask her when you talk to her.
3. She wants to be close to you again, but she like.. does not like kinda idk, she doesn't know how to. Or well she does, but she doesn't take the opprutunity. And I know she will totally regret it, but she's dumb and not.. choosing whats best.
4. She's happy that like you guys continued that book. Because she kinda guessed that she was gonna separate from you, kinda, but like, with this, it updates you guys more! Hahah, she's happy. But yeah, for awhile though, she thought she lost ya.

I AM NOT SHE, bitch. (=

YEAH these girls like, need help. Hahaha jk not help but yknows.
WELL I'm not sure what to blog no mo. )=


OH and this is my first blog for like.. April <3
BYES!

PS. Almost one year <33333


EDITED,
It's time for a shopping spree
The rain has hit SoCal!
One year gift ain't workin out! )=
The iPhone make me jealous
I need a new hair do
I stole Jacob's cool bracelet
It's not so easy to say..
I want a picnic date
Beach time
OH SHNAPS, Spring Break already.
Getting sick again
Webcammmmmmin
I want to be more artistic
Basketball season, please!
I kinda want a laptop
Changes need to be made
I miss my best friend
I miss my face
I saw Gail today!
I have an A in Zelnick, FINALLY.
I'm satisfied with a C.
I need to always wear my ring!
I want my vocabulary to be advanced.
I need to get my imagination back. )=