I SUCK

At tryna find those cool 'code words' to disguise my thoughts so who ever reads it, it will be confusing and so not obvious. BUT I do not have that mind to have those cool mmetaphors and similies! Only Katherine is good at that, of course <3

1. She wants to be free, but the thought of you always being there is stopping her. The fact that she can not hurt you is holding her back, which I totally told her not to make that a big deal -__- BUT she won't listen to me. If you told her this though, it'd prolly mean more because it's from you, and she wants to hear it from YOU and only you. She knows you don't want her to leave you, and she doesn't wanna leave you either but she's like.. I don't know, she confuses me. She loves the moments with you but when you're gone, it's like, where'd you go? You know? I don't think she wants you to leave, she just needs to out of her fish tank, but I don't think she ready for YOU to swim out of yours.
2. She wants to be her best friend again. She wants you to like, call her and update her on who you're talking to and stuff. She wants to like, be the one you run to for any problems or the one you can just chill with, and be comfy. She wants it how it used to be, not how it is right now, which is.. awkward and not the same. She still wants to be your best friend, she just doesn't know how to get to you, at the right time. Maybe you should go to her once in awhile? It would mean more. Ask her when you talk to her.
3. She wants to be close to you again, but she like.. does not like kinda idk, she doesn't know how to. Or well she does, but she doesn't take the opprutunity. And I know she will totally regret it, but she's dumb and not.. choosing whats best.
4. She's happy that like you guys continued that book. Because she kinda guessed that she was gonna separate from you, kinda, but like, with this, it updates you guys more! Hahah, she's happy. But yeah, for awhile though, she thought she lost ya.

I AM NOT SHE, bitch. (=

YEAH these girls like, need help. Hahaha jk not help but yknows.
WELL I'm not sure what to blog no mo. )=


OH and this is my first blog for like.. April <3
BYES!

PS. Almost one year <33333


EDITED,
It's time for a shopping spree
The rain has hit SoCal!
One year gift ain't workin out! )=
The iPhone make me jealous
I need a new hair do
I stole Jacob's cool bracelet
It's not so easy to say..
I want a picnic date
Beach time
OH SHNAPS, Spring Break already.
Getting sick again
Webcammmmmmin
I want to be more artistic
Basketball season, please!
I kinda want a laptop
Changes need to be made
I miss my best friend
I miss my face
I saw Gail today!
I have an A in Zelnick, FINALLY.
I'm satisfied with a C.
I need to always wear my ring!
I want my vocabulary to be advanced.
I need to get my imagination back. )=