Editing time

I wish people would see things NOT the way it looks and kind of take the time to think what other possibilities are. And yes, I see this in the other shoes, but seriously, it's nothing. Hang outs don't mean dates. I'm sorry, I never knew I can just have a friend. And people KNOW that I have, just a friend. People need to just mind their own damn business.

Anybody can watch a sunset with anyone. Sunsets aren't always romantic or whatever. And sorry, it's not like you were there. And things aren't always what they seem and it's not right to just assume something is going on. And it's never a ONE ON ONE thing either.

Maybe it is my fault, but don't think I don't know what I'm doing, because I do. I am not an idiot and I know my limits. I never wanted it to happen like this, or I never planned for it like this. And none of this wasn't even meant to hurt anyone. Because seriously, it's not. And I don't feel that way towards..



NUMBERED THOUGHTS;
01. I didn't know I couldn't have a friend
02. Sh*t friggin happens
03. I'm not tryna sound mean or rude
04. Going in my journal
05. Vent session, please?
06. MYOB
07. Deciding today
08. Talking it out
09. I don't even feel like it anymore.



HOROSCOPE:
Although there may be complex feelings sitting right beneath the surface, you aren't likely to let them show today. Instead, you're eager to keep quiet about anything that could upset the delicate social balance. Instead of focusing on your needs, it's smart now to respond to others in a straightforward manner, without holding on to any old agendas or outdated opinions.


I'll update later.