Spring Show '09

today, just wasn't good.
concert, was pretty fun, then bad.

01. so much for trust
02. why can't i just have a friend
03. different opinions
04. decision making
05. uresolved problems
06. so friggin sorry
07. misunderstandings being spread
08. holding me back
09. fml fml, i deserve it
10. 'she was mine'
11. car helper
12. foreal best frands
13. can't thik straight
14. don't wanna lose it
15. diva > coco
16. word spreads fast
17. unaccepted apologies
18. didn't do shit
19. ass u ming
20. wtf you talking bout
21. keep a distance

DEAR YOU(s),
1. Forgiving things like that is not easy. You're like a cool friend and all but when shut happens like that, and the fact that it was because of you, that's just like.. not right. And the fact that you not knowing the real deal and just assuming whats going on does not give you the right to go to her and just tell her all this bullshit you fucking saw. And don't fucking say shit when you don't know shit cuz you make a fool outta yourself, and. Yeah. You just like lost trust right when it was handed to you. Talk bout backstabbing. But yeah, I should even give a fuck cuz I know I didn't do shit. So uh, yeah. And I hope one day you'll see this cuz I know I don't got the balls to say alla this to your face, or at least not as harshly as now, but whatever. idgaf no more, kinda. And not be like all mean and shit but yeah, you have ruined things between people, sorry. Mind your own business, foreal.

2. I am sorry. For everything. And I totally own up to mosta the bad things going on as my fault, cuz, foreals, like it is. And I know I'm not good at explaning myself, but you just being pateint and listening to me will be soo wonderful. I don't deserve you, honestly. Because you just don't deserve to be put in a situation like this, so I'm really sorry.

3. Sorrry. Sorry, I just am.

4. Thank you(s) for being there. You guys are like a big help. I love yas.


HOROSCOPE;
You are currently in a good position to improve your health because any changes you make are likely to be well thought out. But even if you are doing the right thing, mischievous Mercury is retrograde now and can trick you into thinking your idea is better than it truly is. Don't worry if your change in routine doesn't last as long as you wish; just do something that makes you feel more positive today.


FML