Baack

SUNDAY: Went to run errands with sister, then mall to watch The Proposal, very cute movie. Then went into like.. 4 different drive thrus, and went home to wash the cars. Overall, a good day. (=


Never a picture when Sashie's awake, he sleeps too much )=

MONDAY: School. After school, chilled with Trinks and Frazier. Went back to school @ 2, walked around, yeuh. Practice til 5, pretty okay. My calves hurt. Then after, went home and then went to Chen's and brought Sashie. Mitchell was there too so I got to hang out with my two best boys (= But missing John and Jaylen. Overall, good day (=

TUESDAY: School. First period is always memorable. HAH. Second.. fell asleep )= And then yeah. After school, Chenny's, met his auntie and uncle, they're cutes. Went to 7eleven then Brittany dropped me off. Practiced til 5:30, not as tiring. In JV, babyyyy <3 And then yeah. Came home to dumplings made my momma <3
No pictures of today, maybe laytar?

ANYWAYS:
- Kissy kissy
- Asking out
- Sashie babyyy <3
- Pot head..?
- Dream Home <3
- Attitude, wsup
- Patrick and Jaylen
- Heart Pounding
- Tryna decide, tryna decide
- Sensitive ears
- Not blogworthy..?
- Summer heat
- Dear you..
- I'm sorry
- No regrets
- Better man

Horoscope:
Today is an action-packed day and one that can bring you a new reason for your existence. There are probably uncovered layers of meaning that will continue to help you find your way to the core of your being. Don't try to reach your destination in the present moment; allow for the fact that this journey will take some time. Remember to enjoy the ride.

Voices

Went to a debut yesterday;



Pretty fun, dancing with my siblings + cousins. Got home late.
Today, nothing, I'm guessng. But to attempt to clean my room/closet. :O

Bullets;
- Sashie bites -__-
- Missin your voice
- Transformers date
- Denied
- Basketball love
- Hair is growing!!!
- The Climb
- My Boo
- Maroom w/black tints
- Sleepy lately
- Former, current and future lover.

Edit later, when I got more time on my hands?

Live up the horoscope:
It's easy for you to feel good about yourself today, yet all the self-help books and affirmations in the world won't get you out of your current mess. Forget about finding a magic formula; just do what makes the most sense, including taking care of your own needs first. What seems like an act of selfishness can be magically transformed into saint-like behavior at the right time.

Optimus Prime

Yesterday, I watched Transformers 2, oh my goodness, my favorite movie all time, now. (= I loved it. Went to the mall with ONLY Katrina $(=, stupid Hana. Then bought the movie @ 4:40, walked 'rounds, then watched the movie with Ron, Ron, John Santos, Gelo, Judd, Santi, Duke and I think that's it? (= Haha, kinda disruptive )= Whooops! Anyways, that's the only thang that was exciting?

Anythang:
- "KATRINA THINKS JAMES IS CUTE!!"
- "CHRIIIIS CHRIIIIIIS!" no.
- Watched movie with Duke's Apa!
- $1.00 Boba
- Creekside Park
- I'm not done..
- Missin you like craazay
- Calling outta the blue..
- A week later -___-
- Gym with KPHJA
- Sashie keeps me awake
- Wtf did I do
- R.I.P Michael Jackson
- In need of cleaning my room
- Paper plane note
- Katrina writing on my face
- Huge star paper
- Craps!
- Red toe nails <3
- My hair's finally growing
- I miss my JBF
- Hana in first period, my fave <3
- Baketball practice, hell yeeeah!
- TUmblr > Blogger
- 1,001 things I want in a lover
- Tempura Cali rolls
- Not the feelin of summer yet
- C to the G
- Transformers <3 <3 <3
- Reminisce
- The things you did for me
- Rare and different, not one or the other.
- I wish

Horoscope:
Even if you wish you were outside playing, don't treat yourself to any indulgences until you've taken care of your unpaid bills and balanced your accounts. It may be frustrating to be stuck inside on a summer day, but you cannot procrastinate any longer. Do today what you should have done before and then return to your regularly scheduled party.

Confessions

Haven't been finding the time to fully blog? I think.
School's been pretty sweet. First is my favorite with 'HANNAH'. <3

Anything;
- My 'BFF'
- 'ChiChi Gang' -__-
- Sponatneous days <3
- Feelin the tension
- Taking things well? No.
- 97,498 weight of guilt on my shoulders
- It DOES matter.
- Understanding
- K.DPHA day = successful?
- Surprises
- Taking things slow and enjoying your time.
- Appreciation
- Tumblr is the cutest
- Sashie's teething
- Sashie < Toast
- Hear me out..
- Sorry x 2
- Outta my life
- So sweeeeeeeeeeet.
- Are dogs alllowed in the mall?
- Horoscopes are trippy.
- Basketball <3 <3 <3
- Sweetest dreams

Fxckin horoscope!
The Moon's return to your sign today brings your feelings out into the open. Even if you've been holding your emotions close to your heart, now it's time to share them with others or, ideally, with a special someone. But don't just go around expressing every thought that flashes through your mind, for keeping healthy boundaries is still a good idea. Remember your reactions to a situation are ultimately your business alone; discussing them with others is discretionary.

@ Home after the game (=





Edit laters?

Force

Today was the sleepiest day of my whole life, promise. -__-
I was falling asleep in class every 3 minutes, and then getting up like.. 5 seconds later :O Oh gosh, I even almost fell outta my chair in geometry )= Depressing. And my first drink of the day was boba, like.. after school -__- My throats dying, and it's not good since I'm sicky poo, oh dear. )= Well today woulda been okay if I wasn't so sleepy (=

Recently;
01. Car talks
02. Texting < Calling < In person
03. List of 'Why'
04. Differences
05. Opposites attract
06. From 2%, to 3% to 4%, going to 5%.
07. You need to leave.
08. Petsmart, Kohls, Michaels, Pier 1.
09. Painting, pwease.
10. Princess and Sashie
11. Amazing.

Godnight, blogger.

Sashie

Is my baby now, heh heh. I have a puppy now, thanks to Sarah <3 So yeuh, haven't blogged in awhile, it's 6:17 am right now, Sashie kept me awake for most of the night )= Oh well, I wuuv him <3 He's a sleepy one though!

Anyways, lately things have been moving @ a slow pace, but it feels fast. Summer has been alright, haha, nothing like really huge and exciting lately, ah well. Looking forward to camping on July 4th tho! Sweet

Puzzled;
01. Princess
02. Still on my brain
03. Lullaby, please
04. Why does it still matter
05. Playin the field
06. Damn dream
07. Keepin my distance
08. Black and blue basketball shorts
09. Improving in tennis
10. JBF, where are you?
11. Take it from here
12. Letting it go
13. Natural processes
14. Goin back in time
15. Listless
16. Did you wrong
17. Patience
18. The time will come
19. Practice tomorrow
20. Sincerely
21. Outta my life

Horoscope:
Today's New Moon falls in your 12th House of Endings, creating an odd juxtaposition of two cycles, since each New Moon is like a new beginning. This turning point can be problematic if you try to jump into the next phase of your life before tying up the loose ends in a current situation. But if you allow the process to play out naturally, you might miss your chance. Your best bet is to stay aware of the interrelationship between what you are finishing and what you want to start.

Been awhile

Since I've had a bombass day like this.
Well lets start from yesterday.. Basically.. Park, picnic (=, Visited Grampy, went to Sarah's to get a doggy, Sashie <3 My behbeh! I wuuuv him (= Heheh! Took care of that pup, and fell asleep (=

& Today I.. ( Chronological order ):
- Woke up wondering where Sashie was (=
- Made sandwiches for myself and Chenny
- Left to Sarah's house to drop of Sashie
- School, walked to gas station to get coffee!
- Walked back, went to geometry -__-
- Break, geometry, break, bio.
- After school, went to Hana's, watched TV
- Walked to Run's @ 2:20ish
- Got there, left for Hometown! (First timer (= )
- Ate and ate, talked and talked, took pictures, talked with the waiters/ waitresses, got Katherine's cake thang, left Sara the Waitress a lil note since she was really nice (= and yeah!
- Left, walked to Target then made up the "Shorts vs. Pants" game or "Whoever gets more guys' numbers/ pictures with them wins!" Hana, Run and Anne vs. Me, Jasman and Trinks <3
- Met Ronny and Tony, they didn't want pictures.
- Walked to the mall where we saw James and April! Then saw Santi and Axel. Walked around and got pictures with guys in Tilt who went to NHS! Then walked more around, got more pictures. Then walked walked, number, eh. Hahah then met Ayala basketball boys, pretty cool.
- Finally met up with the other girls, we won, shoot (= Over 200 points (= Which.. numbers = 10 points and pictures & names = 5! Woohoo, ah shnaps.
- Took the bus to Trinks, saw Julian.
- Walked walk walk. Trinks house, park, laying down, basketball, hehe! Talked for a lil bit then left and came home (= The end!

And now, Katherine's birthday is in like.. 48 minutes (= DAYUM, she gon' be 15, teehee. But yeah, today I rate it a 10! Sweets.

Thoughts:
01. Gettin there!
02. Got me sighin all over again
03. My turn
04. Love my giiirls <3
05. Still here
06. Take it from here
07. Want cha back
08. Surprises <3
09. It's been awhile
10. Couldn't live up the dream.
11. Breathing real hard
12. Sashie is my behbeh <3
13. My hair is growing :D
14. S, R, J, A! hahaha
15. Re watching them
16. Ahhhhhhhhhhh
17. Haven't moved from my spot.
18. Still here, sadly.
19. Waiting
20. "Our"

Horoscope:
There's no need to doubt yourself today for your intuition is right on track. But it's also not necessary to get into an argument with someone, trying to justify your point of view. It really doesn't matter now whether or not others understand why you have chosen your current path. Just give it your best and they will eventually see the wisdom in what you do.

Better in time

My Monday and Today ^
I wish everyday )=

So today went by pretty fast? Hah, school was okay, real tired. Got to Trinka's, tried getting the Sims to work, it didn't.. Then knocked out. Got picked up, knocked out @ home til Monds accomplished waking me up. Got a text from Katrina: "It works!!!!!!!!! i love my low life!!!!" Made my day <3 And yeah. Later today, Suzanne park with Sista, Monds and Chen to watch brotha's game, hooray. So basically.. That's my day.

Bottled;
01. I miss the girls
02. I miss my JBF
03. I miss your calls
04. I miss a few weeks ago
05. I miss being a goody goody
06. I miss 8th grade
07. I miss my Grampy!
08. I miss basketball season

Damn horoscope :O :
You may be in a perfect social situation now where everything and everyone seem to be interrelated and supportive. You really don't even need to think about what to do next; it just happens naturally. But once you bring your feelings into the equation, circumstances become imbalanced and your desires can conflict with someone else's. Keep things running smoothly today by temporarily keeping your emotions to yourself.

Waiting

Tick tock on the clock at my spot
And I am waitin for you to call me back but you're not
And its killin me
Killin me

Its been so long since I last seen your face
Can't shake the feelin that your feedin me
Make my heart race
When you kiss me
Softly

Its the look in your eyes
Got me hypnotized
And I want you baby, I need you baby
Right here, Right now
Hope you'll be here real soon
We can do what we do
In the meantime I'm waitin
I'm waitin

You finally call me back and I know
Not to worry my baby I won't trip no
You'll be here soon
oooo
I'm so excited feeling anxious right now
Brings me back to the first day that we hung out
It was so lovely
The feelings that you showed me

Its the look in your eyes
Got me hypnotized
And I want you baby, I need you baby
Right here, Right now
Hope you'll be here real soon
We can do what we do
In the meantime I'm waitin
I'm waitin

Tick tock on the clock at my spot
And I am waitin for you to call me back but you're not
And its killin me
Killin me

Today was alright, haha. First time going to second period, I have no friends in that class, oh well. I get my work done faster anyways (= But it was really boring. Anyways, yeah. After school chilled with Jerome, went to Mc Donalds, car wash, best buy and then Rincon. And my fave was the car wash since I haven't been in one in forever. Very cools, hehehe. And then talked to Andrei outside of Rincon, saw my brother but he went to Nogales Burgers.. So I walked to the apartments with Andrei and then I saw Jasmine and Katherine in the pool outside of Chen's house, so I just chilled with Chen for awhile and then yeah. That's my day. (=

Oh and later, I'll uplad pictures from yesterday.. which was Suzanne Park (=
Kay edit laters, toodles.

Thoughts;
01. It's the look in your eyes, got my hypnotized
02. Truth is revealed
03. Speedy, speed speed..
04. Not that fine with it yet.
05. No point in that besides that I ended up helping you..
06. Need some good lovin'
07. Waiting.. waiting.. can't do this forever.
08. Ya win some, ya lose some.
09. One wish.
10. If you really did then..
11. Ouch, that hurt.
12. It still doesn't seem foreals.
13. I'm done
14. Plaplaplayed
15. I'm naht gonna hate
16. 'nuffa this

Horoscope:
You are jazzed about the potential in your life now, yet you also see the sacrifices you may need to make in order to accomplish your goals. Luckily, you are not worried about what could get in your way. You assume that obstacles will inevitably appear and you'll respond to them as they do. Nevertheless, a methodical approach and a steady hand will assist you in your journey.

Frontin'

Oh and yesterday, Lakers dominate (= Woohoo <3

First day of summer school wasn't so bad! Maybe because I only had one class today, BUT, still! I love geometry, it's fun having Hana and James. (= I felt smart today surprisingly. Then yeah, hung out with Katrina and a lil with Roman, Miguel, Kalis, Rico, Han, Tim and Han's friend outside of Nogales Burgers. Then went to CVS, bought a drink and chocolate and walked back to school to stand in the line. After two hours, finally went inside I added Biology B? -__- Ehp, I hope it's fun. Well yeah, took with bus with Trinka, Han, Tim, Rico and Han's friend. (= Fun, saw Joseph and Glenn then got dropped off @ Shadow. Then talked for a bit then dropped off Trinks. Went to Target, where I found Nutella, omg. (= Yaaaaaaaaay! And yeah. I kinda wanna plan a picnic for someone now. So, then yeah pretty much my day. (=

Thoughts;
01. Honestly think that it wasn't real after all.
02. Keep talking that mess, that's fine
03. I'm fine with it..?
04. I want a picnic date
05. The man I know I'm gonna marry
06. Slowly getting there
07. I believe you but..
08. Irreplaceable
09. Wreckless love
10. I'm getting better everyday (=
11. Don't lie to me
12. Just tell me alla it, I can handle it.
13. RererererereboooOoOoOOound?
14. Don't mean a thang
15. If akshf;kah, then a;jfa;kfjha?


Horoscope:
You might have an artistic vision today and, with a bit of patience, could manifest it in your world. Most likely, you won't transform into a Mozart or Picasso, but your lack of technical skill need not hold you back from undertaking a creative activity. Of course you want others to appreciate your work, but take the pressure off and do it just for yourself. The finished product is less important than how you feel during the process.

Unexpectedly

Today, I have to admit, was a good day.
Katrina and Francis came over, fun fun!
And basically yeah pretty much.
And tomorrow, summer school starts, gay.
Well yeah, hope tomorrows a good one.

Thoughts;
01. Speedy much?!
02. Happiness
03. Take it from here..
04. Call to say hello
05. Less and less
06. Slowly coming to an end
07. Some BSin ya did
08. Suuuuuuuuuup? (=
09. I thought, I thought
10. Thought process.
11. Reused game, shoot.
12. Pathetic.
13. Bye bye

Time

I want some cuties ^


Goes by so fast :O By the time it was 6:30, me and my brotha thought it was only 4:30 :O Dang. We just played cards the whole day and went on the computer and ate. (= What a good Saturday. Hahah, and I didn't end up cleaning -__- Oh well? (= I atcually talked to people on AIM today. Well its more like, I was actually on AIM today! (= Pretty nice. And yeah. (= Well I hope tomorrow, I can go out. )= (= Hmphs!

Bottled in:
01. Guilt trip
02. You're right
03. Quit frontin'!
04. Sweet things
05. Still listening to them voicemails.
06. Don't keep me waiting
07. 'Just look at the stars'
08. Slow Motion
09. Fuck, I miss you.
10. Hyper phone calls from best friend (=
11. 'DGAF' kind of people
12. You can get it allllll
13. Special to me
14. Keep on moving
15. I'm trying
16. I can keep on going
17. I need to friggin stop.
18. Space, please
19. I need something to keep my occupied.
20. I don't wanna be like this forever.

I gotta start thinking realistically. Everything happens for a reason, and I can't keep myself down like this and blogging bout it because it makes me feel like a ball of drama and I hate that. Even though I'd wait forever, it's not good for me. And if it was supposed to happen, then the future will tell me so. But for now, I just gotta get up and pack my bags and go somewhere that's best for me.

So sweet

Yay for last day of school!!









And banquet (late) Thanks Run!





Woke up early today to my sister on the computer looking at her grad pictures. They're cute, I love them. <3 And then went on the phone for a bit.. Then went to brotha's room and played some Speed and Palace, and we're still playing now, haha. Anyways, phone with Chen, fell asleep and woke up to Slow Motion being played on the phone. What a great song to wake up to. That's kinda sweet, hah. He picked up the phone when the song was done so yeah. Then got off and went and played more cards. (=
And now I just finished watching some Jordan videos, dude, I love him <3 Inspiration, shoot! Hahah (= Oh shnaps, practice starts Tuesday. I'm excited. (=

Well I'll edit this laters (=

Horoscope:
You have a very unique perspective on the world today, which allows you to surprise others if they try to put you into a conservative box. But it's not that your views are so radical; it's just that your subjectivity speaks louder than reality. You might feel as if you are going too far out on a limb, but as long as you mix integrity with your passions, you'll come out on top.

Last Day

Yesterday was the last day of school, and like it really really does not feel like this year was over. So basically school went by with 2nd period being so horribly long with the hard test and 5th period just being 5th period. Hahaha, played card games, talked, piano, did hair, played with JP and yeah. After school went with Chen to library to turn in my geometry book then my locker to get all the shiz out! Then went in the front to wait and found Trinka so yeah. BA and sista go there and me and Trinka went in and we went to Mc Donalds and ate for like 30-35 min. Then dropped off @ Trinka's. Talked with her and Jerel for awhile and that was good, ahaha. Went home and stuff, got ready, idecisive when it came to outfits, left, graduation. It was better than I expected! Hahaha, went home, Hana, Anne, John and Francis came over. They ate kinda then Jasmine and Katherine came, they ate. Then Katrinka came and she ate. Then we all went to the sun room and watched the Laker game, that was cutes. Then when it was like.. 3.4 seconds or somethin Chen called and I went outside to get him and then yeah. We all played tag 'cept for Chen since he was too busy playing basketball with my brotha. So we quitted on freeze tag and then yeah. Played charades and truth or dare and yeah. Ya da ya da, Francis went home, walked him since he lives right near me. Jasmine and Katherine left. Katrina left and then Me, John, my brother, Chen, Hana and Anne all had a fun long night, with the Wii and drawing on Anne's face and watching She's the Man. They slept over and yeah (= Good last day of schoool.

And then today, we got up @ like 8:30, ate @ like.. 9:30 and then all knocked out again til like.. 11. We dropped them off at like 12 and me and brotha went to 99 Ranch with my mom. Took like 2 hours. Then got home, showered, got ready. Monds picked us up, picked up Chen then dropped off @ mall. Checked UP time then walked around. 5:30 ish we went in the theater, watched it, I fell asleep since I've watched it already. Got out, went to eat then went to tilt, tryna get a little animal. Unaccomplished! We always get one )= But it's okay. Played basketball too. Went out and walked back up to play like.. Ninja and Rock Paper Scissors, ouch. Then bought a DQ thang. Went back down, more attempts. Then yeah. Piggy back ride for the first time, woah! I'm fat, haha. Well yeah, walked Chen out, he left. Then we left and yeah. (= Now I'm home, lame. Hahah, well yeah!

Hopefully tomorrow is another good day. Hahaha, yay.

Thoughts/ Dear you;
01. 'Light as a feather, psyche!' )=
02. Don't look like jus friends to me.
03. Not sure where you stand
04. I haven't forgotten bout you.
05. So hard to control myself.
06. I have to think before I do something now
07. Too irresistible.
08. Cousin likes who??
09. Can't stick to my word
10. I miss you.
11. Promises are hard to keep.
12. Source of motivation
13. New needs
14. Becoming a better person
15. Getting * back slowly.
16. Earning my way through
17. I just wish..

Oh dayum, horoscope:
Avoid the temptation of pinning your hopes and dreams on anyone else now. It's not that a fulfilling partnership poses any particular problems; it's just that your fantasies will naturally attach themselves to someone close to you, altering your perceptions of others. Allow your mind to meander, but don't mistake a lovely inclination for an ideal relationship path.

A good morning

I love the feeling of going to sleep @ 7 and not worrying about finishing homework and just to fall asleep to the voice of my best friend on the phone and have 'Slow Motion' playing all at the same time. I love the feeling of feeling goood when I wake up and not minding how early it is because I got a good night rest. I lov ethe feeling of looking put the window to check how the day is going to start off so I know just what to wear. I love getting up and turning on the shower and just taking a nice warm shower, does the morning good. I love ggetting outta the shower and brushing my teeth. I love getting my hair dried with the new hair dryer and experimenting with all the different ways to dry your hair. I love going to my room and searching through my mountain of clothes and decide what I'm gonna wear today and how I try to make it look cute and find the confidence to work it all. I love the feeling of going in front of the mirror and painting my eye lashes little by little with mascara, then taking my eyeliner and defining the line of my eye. I love the feeling of my mom asking what I want to eat and how I like my eggs. I love going back to the bathroom to brush my teeth then going into my room and spray a hint of Dolce&Gabbana onto myself. I love the feeling of not getting rushed into the car and heading to school and stopping by the gas station to get coffee. I love the feeling of getting to school and knowing it's the last day of school and the last class of the day is Choir with all the girls <3 I love the feeling of getting excited of my sister's graduation and sitting in the stands and taking pictures of her. I love the feeling of going home and having Chen come over because he wants boba and wants to play Sims. I love the feeling of getting changed and back into my bed and hoping for the next morning to be the same.

I hope the rest of the day ends up like that?
I guess it's the start of a new beginning.
Gotta just get up and keep on moving, even if it's tha hardest thing to do.
But everything's for the best and happens for a reason.

Horoscope:
You may be having flashes of inspiration about new ways to interact with others. Your old rules about relationships are undergoing revision now as you notice that there are more options than you once realized. You are in the driver's seat and have the ability to define what you want, without blindly accepting what someone else demands. Embrace this process of exploration by being willing to discuss your evolving ideas with a partner or someone you trust.

Damn always right.

A better day

So original plans of the day was to: Mall it with Chen and watch UP. But instead, it was mall it with Katrina, met up with John, ate, park, walk and chill. Poo. It was good tho to have a Trinka day. Plus, I miss John. And I needed to clear thangs up.

And as for tomorrow, it's the last day of school, woooah, so fast! :O Sista's graduation, Chen coming over after, pig out and play Sims! Cuz that's what best friends do.. right?

Thoughts;
01. I miss yous
02. Just friends
03. Let's jus chill
04. Just for you
05. I wanna be the only one that..
06. Ima keep tryin
07. I need to stop.
08. Unhealthy
09. Can't understand unless you know the real deal.
10. Still need that time away.
11. My fault, everything.


Horoscope:
Your personal battle today might be between careful planning and being spontaneous. Your managerial skills are very good now and you can organize a lot of disparate data, causing others in your field to place you up on a pedestal. You might not get the phone call asking you to be the opening act for your favorite band, but at least be ready for a highly improbable invitation in case it actually comes.

What I know

Is that I can't hold back when it's best for me. I have to have what I want, and when I do get it, I regret having it and it just comes worse to me. I know that everything that is set out in front of me happened for a reason. And that the reason for these rules is best for both sides.. but apparently I'm the subborn one and can't follow these rules because I just let my emotions take over my thinking. And he more I keep doing this, it's just gonna get harder on me. And even though I want alla this so bad, I can't keep doing it because it makes just want it more and miss it, and that's why.. I need to keep my emotions on check. And I can't keep letting everything happen because I know this can't go a step further for awhile. I just need to gain what I lost all over again, and start fresh and just be a better person. I thought I learned once, but apparently, I didn't and I lost the one thing that meant most. And I own up to it, I promise. I swear, I will do whatever it takes. Whatever, I know I sound like crazy but, that's what it is. I promise.

01. Did You Wrong
02. Still wrong..?
03. I'm confused
04. Gotta stay happy
05. Sup best friend
06. 3 rules, so far..
07. Last time.. I hope.
08. Mind boggled
09. I promise..
10. Doin whatever it takes.
11. Emotions gettin the best of me
12. No more sad notes.
13. Really something.
14. Someone better than I'll ever be
15. I need to stop -__-
16. I'm always here
17. Takis <3
18. Ugly eyes
19. No one compares
20. I messed up
21. Need to control myself.
22. I'm stuck
23. Addicted..
24. My everything
25. Fuck

Horoscope:
It's reassuring when your goals are in alignment with what you are currently doing at work, but it can be disconcerting now if they are not. Your dilemma is complicated by the involvement of a friend or business partner who isn't being very clear. Even if you want to finalize a decision, you still need the support of those around you -- and that might not happen today. Be patient; things will begin to turn around by the end of the week.

"Just Friends"

Never know wha cah got til it's gone.

Today went better than I expeced!
Well, it was aights, hahaha. Mm..
Don't feel like updating, so yeah.
Maybe another day? My eyes are in pain.

Thoughts:
01. My perfect match
02. That wasn't right to do at all
03. I need some space
04. Thanks to everyone who's been here.
05. Kiss cures all sorts of boo boo's.
06. Somewhere in the future..
07. I'll be waiting.
08. 'The Cat in the Hat'
09. I will do anything
10. The one for me
11. I deserved it
12. Confusion
13. Emotions gettin the best of me.
14. Finals start tomorrow :O
15. 3 more days of school
16. 14 months, mhm.


Horoscope is always right:
It might be hard to find the uplifting needle in a haystack of doom and gloom today, but your search will probably uncover important realizations that can change your day for the better. You are learning a lot about maintaining your own emotional health now, yet what you discover may not be what you expect. This isn't an easy journey, but digging beneath the surface changes your perspective and gives you a whole new point of view.


Love Always,
P.A.P.G.

A lil bit

So editing of the day:
- Went to Best Buy and Fry's and In N Out! (=
- Went homem showah showah! Then left.
- Dropped off @ Trinka's houseey
- Unblock me with Jerel, did hair, eyes.
- Dropped off @ Mall, ordered UP tickets (= DISCOUNTED! Thanks <3
- Forced to eat @ Mc Donalds )= Stoopeh Trinks!
- Walked around, then went in the theatre! Early.
- UP went on, cutest movie recently! I want a love like that. (=
- Got out, met up with sista and went to Taco Bell.
- Jerome, Bastie, Louie came, sat there for awhile.
- Left, dropped of Trinka and went home to do this, yay!

Tomorrow= Endless tacos after school, then maybe chillin with Cousin!

Thoughts:
01. 2750, so smaaart.
02. What you needa say?
03. What I want more..
04. Denial is a game you shouldn't play.
05. Don't ignore your feelings.
06. Expressed in a way so..
07. The right thang to do.

And now, to write that note for Katrina.

Sunday Brings Me..

EYES O.O


Rally, thanks Run.

I hate this (= ^

Yesterday, I eneded up going out with Trinka. She seemed to be the happiest girly in the world (= But yeah, went to the park and met up with FRANCISSY. Pretteh fun, talked with Francis for a lil bit and yeah. Pretty cool. Mmm, hah that's all I can say for now. But yeah then dropped off Katrina then picked up my brotha and then dropped off Francis, and he lives SOOOOOOooooOoOoOoo close to me! :O It's scary, and I've seen his house like 97,498 times and I found out it was his, bahahah! Oh and I saw Andy yesterday @ Taco Bell! Hahaha, haven't seen him in forevers.



And as for today, whatever comes up. Pretty much go with the flow! Hehehe, and yeah. Kinda wanna watch UP but.. We'll see. (= Edit laytar?

Thoughtsies:
01. Left me hangin
02. A million possiblities
03. It don't take 3 hours to get food.
04. Footsies
05. What I want
06. Better nail polish, please.
07. Heavy sleeper
08. Spillin while I'm asleep!
09. Horoscopes are true
10. You * on myspace, psh. -__-
11. Not that I know..
12. Shouldn't be talkin
13. Precious!

Horoscope:
Even today's fiery Sagittarius Full Moon in your 5th House of Play won't be enough to free you from own constraints. Although you might not want to admit how your core beliefs prevent you from having fun, consider the origins of your current self-restraint. It's not that you are unable to enjoy yourself at all; it's just that Saturn places very firm limits now on how far you will go in your pursuit of pleasure and you are wise to obey the rules.

Keeping me sane

Yesterday was overall: A good day.
School went by kind of slow because of the longer bell schedules.
By seventh period, my tummy was dying and I was gonna throw up.
After school, saw Mitchell! Yayyyy, I friggin miss my best friend.
Then taco bell with Trinka and Sista, then home looking for dresses.
And with that, had a helpful someone help us pick which dress is better on Katrina. (= That was fun, sorry we took a long long long time.
So we went to the Banquet with Jasmine Lacsamana's momma, Jasmine and Jarren.
Bad things happened to my dress, but thank you to my momma for saving the day.
Ate like a pig, or at least Jasman and Sean did, hehe. So yeah! Then awards, slide show!, dance floor opened and started danicing, then kept stopping and then going back and yeah, it was fun. Trinka left early, all the girls then left @ like.. 10:50 ish and I just spen the time with Sarah, Andrew and mostly Sean.
Then got home @ 12:30 and knocked out, yaaaaaaaaay!


And as for today, I have no idea what I'm gonna do today, so yeah.
Someone come to my door and take me out, please. (=

Thoughts:
01. That video should still have an effect.
02. I miss my old best friends.
03. Bike riding- knight
04. I wish you knew everything.
05. SOO fcuking sorry
06. It would kill you.
07. Can't keep you waiting like this.
08. Need help from above
09. Can't put it in a box and bury it.
10. I just wanna help you.
11. Got myself into this.
12. 'You the fcukin best'
13. You craaaaAaaAAazy!
14. 'nuffa this

Horoscope:
You can be the go-to person in your family or community now, for others will intuitively recognize that you can balance your careful sensitivity with common sense. You might not realize how much you already know because you are just soaking the information directly into your body and heart without any logical explanation. Nevertheless, it's still a good idea to think about the ramifications of your advice before blurting out your initial response.

Money Ring

Today, the weather was better <3 Perfect weather today actually: perfect breeze, perfect amount of sunlight, perfect clouds just perfect weather. Picnic weather!! (= So yeah, today was about self realizations and what somethings stoppd for and stuff, lots of things were realized today. And how horoscopes are crazy true, all the time, shoot, never doin me wrong. And then yeah, today, talked to Hana in fifth period, pretty good, talked for more than half the period, I love itlike that. Then visitors! haha, then walking to el parque, chillin, teaching, laughs, everythang. Sista came with her friends, then she dropped me and Trinka at her house and we ate, and chilled! So yeah!

Highlights of the day:
01. Talk with Hana in Choir
02. Fighting with Chen outside the library
03. Katherine's renewal of friendship with Chen
04. Walk to the park in the perfect weather
05. Money ring = Yay & Learned.
06. Weather was greatest

Dear You (s),
1. She's deciding what she wants, it's hard for her to know she keeps on making you wait. She want it, but at the same time, there are like doubts running through her mind and she needs time to think. You should just talk to her, and spill everything.
2. Dude, she apologizes for not telling you from the beginning, but what can she do now? It's been sitting for too long, and.. yeah.
3. She appreciates that you've been there for her, like through everything, hearing all the BS yknow? And all the advice, even tho she been like all stubborn and stuff she appreciates the help.
4. She says thanks to you also, because even thought you guys like drift in a snap, you;d still be there for her, and that really means a lot. Even tho it don't seem like you guys are best friends, course she won't ever replace and true BFFL!
5. It aurprises her that you're still here, and help and actually talk to her, it's been like what.. 2 years since ya seen her? Dang, and you're still here! Means a lot.
6. a&f, f&a. Wha happened to that? Maybe it is partially her fault, but.. Not only her in that bestfriendship I guess. She just misses you.

Thoughts:
No numbering
Tug - O - War
Missin bestfriend )=
Deeper and deeper everyday
See ya through the mirror
Eye contactin like crazy
A lot on the mind
People's opnion
marvnWOW, old friend!
Money ring
Laggin it like crazy
Bio homework is killin
5 More days
Summer 09, here I come
Thought process
Beauty and the Beast
Getting things cleared
Being open
Romeo and Juliet
Brain is dying
Sincerest apologies
Three notes
Snail Mailin
Whatever makes me happy
Why can't I just do it
TOO sympathetic?
I need motivation.

Horoscope:
You know intuitively that it's time to push hard toward your goals. There's never been a better time than now to make your dreams come true. But it's not about meditating, clearing your aura or saying affirmations like a mantra. Instead, it's currently your job to get serious and work hard. If you can keep your feet on the ground, your chances for success are greatly improved.

Out of the Ordinary

Blogworthy: PE conversations are the usualu blogworthy thinks to write a bout, hehe. And in 1st period, 'PITRIZZ, HI!' from Michael outside of the door, it was random!

Thoughts;
01. Getting restless
02. Finally get some goodnight sleep?
03. Scattered practicing
04. Thai BBQ today, first
05. Stories gettin all mixed up
06. Just keep on arguing
07. You say you don't care anymore
08. Stop accusing me, shit.
09. I wish you just understood
10. Making me iffy, not good.
11. Opinionated.
12. Weather is all bipolar
13. Thoughts spinnin
14. Not feeling so good lately
15. Dang present of the month
16. I'm getting shleepy.

Horoscope;
You are feeling more confident about what you are doing and may now be willing to take a stand in a way that can help you to eliminate an old habit. Luckily, this may not seem like such a big deal today, which makes it easier for you to clearly state your intention and then follow through with direct action. Just remember that this isn't a passing fancy; it's about a long-term change that has been in process for a while and will continue to unfold.

Updatin'

So Katrina is over right now, or AGAIN (= Teehee.
Spillin everythang, like usual, so yeah! (=

Today was basically about:
Getting some undone work completed for once, Inside jokes, Practicing, and spillin the beans and proving what's right! Oh dear! Oh! and my monthly present came in the mail today!

Lost in thoughts;
01. My reactions show that I care, not good.
02. Stupid Hulk.. -__- Test of Caringness.
03. Plus for you, caca. ^
04. Soda freak, Coffee freak.
05. What am I gonna do?
06. Even though it's the right thing to do, I can't.
07. Text and call and text and call
08. I hate myself.
09. First for everythang
10. Into me
11. Can't think on my feet
12. By this week

Katina Insiders of the Day:
01. 'Freaky freaky'
02. 'So patis..' 'So katina!' (while lifting a shoulder (=)
03. 'Chen's dad and Jerome in the same car? Freaky freaky!'
04. 'Oh I don't like her..' 'I don't like her either!' 'Cuz she's new!'
05. 'Coach picks his favorites! )='
06. When Katrina laugh, she shakes her head -__-
07. 'I wanna see you knock her out!!' Punch Buggies and yellow cars -___-
08. 'What else..? hehehehhe!'
09. 'There's never a right time, to say good bye!!'
10. 'BaaaaaAaAAaaabe! I mean katrina!'
11. 'Let's go to my locker, I need my book'
12. 'I don't really need to get my book.' 'I know! (='
13. 'She was complaining way too much, more than Katrina!'
14. 'Caca crazy, not black crazy!' (=
15. 'Daniel, I like your haircut. It's really cute. No really cute. It's cute!'
16. Katrina and her retainers!
17. 'She deserves it more than her!'
18. 'If you don't tell him, I'm gonna tell him!'
19. 'I swear if you don't tell her, I'm gonna go tell her!'
20. 'Mothafuckin cockblocker! Not even a couple, shooot! Not even close! (='
21. 'So why aren't you gonna reply?' 'Cuz you hate him..?' 'Okay good (='
22. 'See he texted me too! Look how Im number 2!'
23. 'Horoscope told me to be nice, so I was nice!'
24. 'Pitrizz (hand really high) and hulk (hand really low) even though it's opposite in height!'
25. 'Say beach! Say slut!'
26. 'Oh beach? I thought you meant bitch (='
27. Just because 27 and is Trinka's faaaaaaaaave!

Dear pitrizz,
today was a freaky freaky funn day gay gay! aha aye ugly your lame your wearing
rincon shorts like right noww ! and i know you dont like her just cause shes new thats okay SAME here, hahah FreakY freaky. lets watch freaky friday together since todays word is freaky. anyways my flower my retainers are all fun today! practice ended early like no joke! aha FAVORITES -___- i like how your proud of me during choir cause i did my work! your the biggest failure on earth. i really hope you make the right choice ya KNOW cause i dont want it to get to the point where your hurt. make yourself happy you deserve to......if you want to stay of quit the basketball team right?! freaky freaky!(: DIVORCED three times NOT!(: haha
okaaay bye patis
love always katina

Horoscopes:
If you are being told a tall tale today, you'll probably believe what you hear, but this is not necessarily about being gullible. Rather, you are willing to give others the benefit of the doubt. Feeding the spark of someone else's creativity can start a fire that lights up your life. But too much critical analysis can stop the process before its potential is even realized.

School

In third period, Speirs (=
So I accidentally took my sisters iPhone so ima just use it since I never have it during class! (=
So Im just sitting here because Chen left me to play yugioh with Nathan )=
Really bored how lame. And I need to pee (=
Kinds hyper/happy today. Just my butt and tummy and back ache is bugging me.

Early thoughts;
01. Addicted
02. Can't help it
03. Hold you back
04. Wanted
05. Ambitious
06. Can't have everything
07. As perfect as it may seem
08. Gettin all smiley
09. Making everything harder..
10. All I got
11. Practice is tiring!
12. My first name is Loser in third period !
13. Continuously
14. In a deep hole
15. I Wanna Be
16. The Way You Make Me Feel
17. Harder than it looks
18. Lovin every lil thaaaang

Eye Catching

Today was quite tiring. Nothing much today, and just really looked forward to practice, and then I got supar tired, still am. Feets and legs and back hurt )= But all in all, I'm all good. (= A jog to my house did some good.

In between the lines;
01. Sweatin like a doggay!
02. The feeling of everyone staring
03. No one has ever
04. Diva means so much more.
05. Advice being thrown in my face
06. Epiphany, foreals
07. Truth lies behind the eyes
08. Costin me
09. Call me, beep me if ya wanna reach me
10. 38514
11. Been told 97,498 times
12. More than just a pretty face
13. Spillin it all out.
14. Vent sesh, please

My blogs feel so depressing, yuck -__-

Horoscope:
You have choices to make about today's schedule, but you might be smarter to simply let the day unfold with as few commitments as possible. There's a natural wisdom now in responding to the changing circumstances like a kite to the fickle spring breeze. Remaining as unattached as possible to the clock can increase your chances of grabbing an opportunity when it appears.