What I know

Is that I can't hold back when it's best for me. I have to have what I want, and when I do get it, I regret having it and it just comes worse to me. I know that everything that is set out in front of me happened for a reason. And that the reason for these rules is best for both sides.. but apparently I'm the subborn one and can't follow these rules because I just let my emotions take over my thinking. And he more I keep doing this, it's just gonna get harder on me. And even though I want alla this so bad, I can't keep doing it because it makes just want it more and miss it, and that's why.. I need to keep my emotions on check. And I can't keep letting everything happen because I know this can't go a step further for awhile. I just need to gain what I lost all over again, and start fresh and just be a better person. I thought I learned once, but apparently, I didn't and I lost the one thing that meant most. And I own up to it, I promise. I swear, I will do whatever it takes. Whatever, I know I sound like crazy but, that's what it is. I promise.

01. Did You Wrong
02. Still wrong..?
03. I'm confused
04. Gotta stay happy
05. Sup best friend
06. 3 rules, so far..
07. Last time.. I hope.
08. Mind boggled
09. I promise..
10. Doin whatever it takes.
11. Emotions gettin the best of me
12. No more sad notes.
13. Really something.
14. Someone better than I'll ever be
15. I need to stop -__-
16. I'm always here
17. Takis <3
18. Ugly eyes
19. No one compares
20. I messed up
21. Need to control myself.
22. I'm stuck
23. Addicted..
24. My everything
25. Fuck

Horoscope:
It's reassuring when your goals are in alignment with what you are currently doing at work, but it can be disconcerting now if they are not. Your dilemma is complicated by the involvement of a friend or business partner who isn't being very clear. Even if you want to finalize a decision, you still need the support of those around you -- and that might not happen today. Be patient; things will begin to turn around by the end of the week.