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These peas are cute


Dear You,
1. Don't think that you can just walk into my life and leave so quickly, again.
2. You have honestly succeeded in making me the happiest little girl in the world.
3. You and you are seriously the best I can ask for, I love you guys (=<
4. I feel so distant from you and you, I really do. I miss you guys.
5. Gurl, I don't even know where you at sometimes! Even though I see you everyday for like.. 20 minutes, it ain't the same, I miss you )=

Eh, I can't do dear you's no more.
Tomorrow, we can dress up and stuff.
But I have no idea what I'm gonna be )=
Damn, Halloween seriously ain't tha same?
Not in a blogging mood, I'm just exhausted.
Well, early good night bloggers.

MY

New favorite song


I bought a pumpkin with BabyJrome and carved it @ his casa, pretty much the highlight of my day! And tomorrow is another choir run through so I get to spend time with the girls, which is always fun <3 And we get to dress up! Even more great. Mm.. Scrimmage coming up next Tuesday against Wilson, shayt. Hope we're ready by then? Yeahh, tonight is pretty breezy, which feels sooooo good when you have a nice cozy coat to be wrapped in and you can only feel the cold breeze rushing through you face! But yeah, I am looking forward to this Winter <3 And things have just been soo great lately, I loove it. I hope I'm no jinxing it, but yeah. Well, I'm gonna go put a Grease outfit together and call my bffKD! Come support NHS Choir performing our Grease Musical on November 4, 5, 6 and 7 @ the Little Theater! It'll be worth it? Heh! Alright, good night, blogger.

Learning

I really miss allla this!









Because..
Of blasts from the past
This ain't gittin to me this time
I'm stopping right about now
I got a gooooOoOooOod thaang
Your love is, still on my brain
Of you different type love
I've had many epiphanies
I can't stop singing
I wouldn't settle for anything else
I love my best friends so much
My sister's text right now, 'ha ha ha' (=<
The reflection I see in his rear view mirror
He's become a daily
I fell at a different pace, don't judge
For once, I am satisfied
It's still so hard to believe
I got into my comfort zone so quick
I suck @ blogging now.. not that I was great before -__-

Effort

I miss her

& I miss how he was a lil behbeh

Because--
it's nice to know that there are some people who keep their promises
it feels good to know that someone is making the effort to keep up your friendship
it's nice to know that someone admits to their faults
it's crazy how still, one phone call can change everything
it feels good to know that somebody really cares for you
it's amazing how someone can still be there after all the times you stopped talking
it's nice to have someone still there to listen
it's crazy how there still is an effect

I need--
to keep my grades up
a motivation
my best friends
my coach
a time machine
to let it go
to trust
to know whyyyyyy
clothes
to wake up early

I want--
winter season <3
the leaves to keep their fall colors
a vacation already
to just chilllll
someone who will stay here
to be free
to go back
coffee
understanding
to trust

11:56~ good night

Unaware

Woke up with marker on my face, my hand and arm. -__- Thanks Chen and Dom, never falling asleep all early again.

Anyways, yesterday I finally went to the mall with like Mitchell, Hana, John and Chen to watch Paranormal Activity which wasn't as bad as I expected. Saw a lot of people, like A LOT. Hah, and the guys came over after @ like 12. Yaaay, then I knocked out. Very good day tho, 8.9/10

Today will prolly be spent with Mr. JROME..?, after Dom's game at least. We'll see. I'm gonna shower, blog later maybe!


PS. YOU BETTER BLOG JAMES.

Deep down

I want this, please oh please- from the fridge to the magnets.


Im hoping tomorrow will be a gooooooood day

Not really

in the blogging mood today.
Kind of out of it since after third.
After the choir rehersal was worse.
But all patched up thanks to Coach Crystal <3
Then got better with KD in the gym
Got funnier talking to Ramon and Christian
Got eveeeen funnier when Chris told James 'the news,' cus I 'swear' on James' life.. not -__-
Then yeah, mood kinda went down, feelin sick.. eh.

Thoughts:
- Not to that point
- Misread signals
- 9 11 12..
- Answer back all fast
- 'YEAH!'
- Just tired of it all
- Common
- Need suttin different
- Priorities

Energized

by all the caffeine I had today -__-
Which was like the coffee, plus the lil Kopiko's <3







And I miss freshman year maaaaaaan -__-

Today, it was raining, no surprise though haha.
1. Late to first period, Ms. Garcia was being a caca to me -__-
2. Test in second period, pretty easy, I need sum dividers.
3. Always fun in third with Bobby and James tryna rap and using sarcasm on Bobby and fixing up James' bear by making heart- shaped eyes and having teeth while mine had some night- vision goggles -__-
4. Spanish is finally getting fun now that I sit next to John again and I actually talk to the people around me.
5. Another sub in fifth which meant.. writing notes and in planners. And the sub got her phone stolen, it's sooooo sad )=<
-- Lunch was alrights, crowded bench, AS ALWAYS, til Jalen and Chris left haha
6. A prank pulled on me during sixth by the damn girls, eff ya'll.
7. Basketball was funs, I think having cold hands messes up my shots tho, idk why haha. And Track 2 pisses the shayt out of me
After practice @ 5 was real cute with KD. Thas what I call a best friend. Then with JROME to Rubio's!

Pretty much my day.

Thoughts, tho:
- Just a phase
- Homecomin shayt
- Recruited blogger (=<
- No negativity please
- Eager for season to start
- Best friend
- Not to the point
- Not being what I said I would be
- Promises no able to be kept
- Over- analyzing
- Didn't see this coming, at all
- Last Friday
- White flower
- Misread signals
- Pumpkin patch
- Future plans
- What's keeping me here
- Tooo soon
- Maroon and black
- Confirmation
- Big headed people -__-
- Changes
- Epiphany
- Small things
- Lips
- Eyes
- Eye lashes
- 5:15am
- Unbelievable
- Quit ya textin habits
- Arizonas
- Coffee
- Date
- Sixth period
- Third period


Goodnight

I think

It's just a phase

No time

Yesterday's blog sontinuing to today's.



Not even really in the blogging mood, yet I feel the need to.
I need to get my priorities straight, because they're slippin
I need to quit caring, because you ain't my problem anymore
I need to sleep earlier, because I wake up super late now -__-
I need some appreciation, because you never give it
I feel very very lucky, because you've been so great to me
I feel even luckier, because you girls have always been there
I miss my best friend Mitchell, because we/I suck @ keeping up
I need a motivation, because I ain't getting anywhere
I got to stop over analyzing, because it gets the best of me
I DGAF, because neither do you
I miss Erik and Carlos days, because they are too fun
I love basketball, because it takes my mind off alot of things
I'm just saying, because I don't want you getting f-ed over

Buuut, I am very happy depsite all these things up there!

Horoscope:
You are not in the mood to pussyfoot around the truth today. You clearly see a path to your destination and you're ready to do whatever it takes to get you there in the most reliable manner. But your workmates and associates may not be as practical and you might have to work around them. Be wary of new partnerships now. Even if someone charming enters your life offering you encouragement and assistance, it still might be better to work on your own.