Effort

I miss her

& I miss how he was a lil behbeh

Because--
it's nice to know that there are some people who keep their promises
it feels good to know that someone is making the effort to keep up your friendship
it's nice to know that someone admits to their faults
it's crazy how still, one phone call can change everything
it feels good to know that somebody really cares for you
it's amazing how someone can still be there after all the times you stopped talking
it's nice to have someone still there to listen
it's crazy how there still is an effect

I need--
to keep my grades up
a motivation
my best friends
my coach
a time machine
to let it go
to trust
to know whyyyyyy
clothes
to wake up early

I want--
winter season <3
the leaves to keep their fall colors
a vacation already
to just chilllll
someone who will stay here
to be free
to go back
coffee
understanding
to trust

11:56~ good night