I hate being so sure about everything, because by the time I finally am, something just seems to go wrong and then it's gone. I hate having emotions because it really does make everything so complicated. I hate how I care when I shouldn't, and not care when I should. I hate how fucked up the human race has become.

But hey, I'm learning.

Foreal.. Please tell me

At least lately. It's good and bad. I usually never have enough time to breathe and think, but the past week that's all it's been. And I've been missing out on my own thoughts and situations.. I found that emotions just make things so much more complicated and I can't just keep not caring or else I turn numb, and as easy as that might be, it'll fuck me over in the end cus numbness wears off and the pain kicks in.

I am just lost, that's all. Finding my way back is all I'm worried about.

Ring amount increasing... Yessssss