At least lately. It's good and bad. I usually never have enough time to breathe and think, but the past week that's all it's been. And I've been missing out on my own thoughts and situations.. I found that emotions just make things so much more complicated and I can't just keep not caring or else I turn numb, and as easy as that might be, it'll fuck me over in the end cus numbness wears off and the pain kicks in.

I am just lost, that's all. Finding my way back is all I'm worried about.