Tempted

Time is going by fast today.

Spillin;
01. Final decision?
02. Guilt x 97,498?
03. What do I want?
04. Not as perfect
05. Memories killin me
06. Cost of consequences
07. Can't get enough
08. Too tempting
09. Figuring myself out
10. You a playa playa?
11. Spill everything tonight
12. Can't tell X everything
13. 'I Wanna Be..' how ironic.
14. I'm killing myself here
15. Can't, won't, wouldn't, couldn't.
16. Greatest Story Ever Told- Oliver James
17. Not right, not fair.
18. Tryna decide, Tryna decide
19. Why am I so negative
20. Walked right into my life.
21. Claimed a spot already.
22. A cute, imaginary friend in the shadows.
23. Knock You Down
24. B E B
25. She Was Mine

Horoscope:
You want to be spontaneous, yet playful activities may seem immature or even out of place today because your mind is set on more important things. Part of your current intelligence is your wisdom to set practical goals that are fully attainable. Your ambitions may not be as grandiose as you like, but there's still much for you to do, so save the partying for another day and get to work.

Symphony

@ Home, waiting for people to arrive, kinda. But that's not for another two hours, hehe. (=
As of right now, I can hear 'My Boo' playing for outside, somewhere. And I have no idea where it's coming from, but all I know is it's from outside and I can hear it (=
I don't have much to update on because
1. I haven't done anything in the past few hours.
2. My life is way too boring
and 3. I need new excitement

Lately, the only things I've been doing is tryna find something to look forward to, figure myself out, tryna decide what the right thing to do is, get my mind straight and just plain out thinking. And I don't like to think too much because it gets my moods all twisted and there is not much of a good outcome. Situations lately have just been unable to solve and hard to make a final decision that won't get me regretting. I don't like to really spill all my feelings out on blogger, or publicly because it makes me seem like a drama queen and I have all the shii in the world, but.. No. But yeah, anyways. I've gone to some people bout this whole thing but I really no I have to make the decision myself and advice will only help me a little. But mmm, I just have no clue what to do because I can't just.. Not. SO YEAH, need some help from God. And yeah, just need to figure myself out on my own. (=

Thinking of;
01. Monds monds monds, he's here.
02. Fawzi and his coolness
03. What's best for me.
04. Why I can't make a decision already
05. Slow Motion
06. The way he expresses himself
07. The signs that are in front of me
08. Which lollipop is better
09. What means more?
10. Can't explain myself.
11. Had too much, can't put it away anymore.
12. Perfect match
13. Everything I want.
14. Different
15. Something Special.
16. Song lyrics.

Horoscope:
You might feel as if you've lost your momentum at work or, perhaps, your status within your community has suffered. Now, however, you are ready to make a stand, for things have slipped backwards far enough. But don't get sidetracked with what others think about you. Instead, concentrate on your goals and simply try to meet your own expectations.

Flawless

Home on a Friday night, unable to go out and be free. )=
The plan was 'sposed to be:
1.Mall to watch Up with the girls! (didn't happen anyway?)
2. Spring show, supporting John and Jerel and Brittany! And NHS, basically (=

But yeah, couldn't go out, waaaah )= Well it's fine.
Being home isn't that bad, riiiiight? (= Hehehe
Oh and I getta watch the Lakers win this shiiiiiiii!
2nd quarter, 46.5 seconds, Lakers winning : 50 - 39, baby!!

My day was just fine, nothing really happened 'cept:
1ST, late because I'm an idiot and thought there was a sub? (= So I went to go get breakfast instead..?
2ND, Took the 7-questioned test! Ehp, I think I failed.. But I still got a C- in geometry, wha the!
3RD, Chen made an 'ANTI- PITRIZZ' journal cuz I won't show him mine )= Waaaaaah! Jerk -_____-
RENASSANCE, was pretty alright! Got a 'ROWDY' and '!' Freshman color cardboard sign! (= Gabbay can shake it, SHOOOT! Hahaha, and yeah (= We were loud for the NOBLE shout out, wooohooo, yet.. we didn't win )=
5TH, was momma's boba being sold, made $44? Hahaha, a dollar for like 3 diffent cup sizes, ahahah, wth. But yeah, got fulla that FAST!
LUNCH, I felt M.I.A.
6TH, was talking to Kathrun bout everythang, and if there was no sin and walking around nakey and 3 boobs? and 3 arms and one big toe, cute stuff!
7TH, I worte on the board for Mrs. Rodriguez, that was fun! Hahaha, yeah.

BUT the whole day I felt so self- conscious since my zipper on my shorts were broken, and yeah.. )= Whatever, you couldn't see nada anyways, high- wasted shorts? And then yeah, after school I went to the mall with sista to pick up her paycheck, shoot, her store got some nice clothes.. now! Heheh, then ate a BigMac <3 And nuggets! And then we went to picture place to pick up her prom pictures, how cute! Then library where I had a hard time putting the books in the little drop- off thang <3 Haaha, I suck? And then yeah, got home, changed to sweats and a shirt, it was cold! And then yeah, visit? And then yeah, here writing this.. (= So yeah! That's my day today (= There woulda been more, but I'm not out, so yeah (= K!

Thoughts in the mind of the confused? Hah!
01. I can look into your eyes
02. I'll tell you my whole lfe
03. If only I wasn't so sympathetic..
04. If only I knew what the right thing to do
05. If only I would stop frontin
06. If only I wasn't so afraid to..
07. Ridin that bike up the hill
08. '6:45, latest!'
09. The meanings of these songs
10. God is sending me a sign
11. Tough situation?
12. I wanna chill with my girls
13. Potluck tomorrow, I'm excited.
14. If I lived a thousand years
15. Stare you doooooOoOooown
16. The Way You Make Me Feel
17. Heart stopper.
18. In denial
19. All your little thangs
20. ANTI- P book!? Waaah babe
21. Trying to find a flaw
22. I need a Trinka Day
23. Thoughts in a bottle
24. 'Coco puffs are different, but Divas a rare.'
25. I need my time
26. This is soo not helping
27. Dark Brown I's
28. Can't keep you waiting
29. I need to take a long walk (=
30. Cute hair, dude
31. X-ray vision ay? Siiick!
32. BABYBUUUMP
33. This is the most thoughts I've ever had.


Damn HOROSCOPE is right, always..
Your life is complicated by your ability to see the truth, especially when this awareness makes it impossible to keep up superficial appearances. You aren't very interested now in what others think of your perspective; it's not a negotiable commodity. Still, there's no need to be self-righteous. It will be easier to get along with your friends if you, at least, allow for the possibility that well-meaning people can have very different views of the same situation.

Because

I didn't blog yesterday, I'll blog here, @ 6:23am.
Well, yesterday I finally practiced :O! (= Shooot!
Shows hout out of shape I am, daaaaaang! Hehehe! (=
So as of this moment, I am like a sore potato )= !
Then hung out with Trinka, walked walked walked!
Saved her life + saved my own when we walked up this hill -__-
And then yeah, went home to receive a confession-ish? (=
AND THEN, I just knocked out <3


Numbered thoughts;
01. Like serio, what am I gonna do?
02. I don't know what I want..
03. Soft spoooooot
04. Admit it, just admit it.
05. Bestfriends know me to well.. -__-
06. The more you take, the more you can't push away
07. Fuck, I can't do it.
08. One way or the other..
09. FML FML FML FML FML!
10. God, please.

EDITED @ 9:18!
So, I was rushed this morning to go to school so I deed not get to publish summa this, so yeah. Today was a good day, overall (= Horoscopes are always right.. -__- So yeah! Jazz concert went well!! Lavvvv it, boba, yum <3 Hana's house was good, Hana and Anne ended up going to sleep so me and Trinks walked 'round friendship and attempted to walk to Aloah, but.. Not successful (= And yeah! I'm sooooore from practice yesterday! Wooooh! Practice officially starts MONDAY and, summer games, oh sweet <3!

Numbered Thoughts;
01. Decision= Not made..
02. Advice from the closest.
03. Putting the puzzle together in 5th
04. All these signs?
05. God, help me, please please please.
06. These songs, hahhhhhhhhh!
07. Leave it all behind
08. What about my happiness..?
09. Soft spot, fsho.
10. Understand.
11. No need for waiting
12. Why the heck can't I just stop
13. I suck. Period.

Baby actually dedicated a song to me?!!? :O teehee


Horoscope?
The Moon's return to your sign can be emotionally intense as your moods swing wildly like a pendulum out of control. Nevertheless, you are able to make progress throughout the day by observing your feelings without necessarily expressing them. It's not always easy to just allow the wisdom of your body to react naturally, without an audience. Keep your inner world to yourself until things settle down in a day or two.

Decide

So lately, there has been a lot a lot a lot on my mind. And there are situations I don't know how to handle and problems I don't know how to solve and decisions that are too hard to make. So, yeah )= But yeah!

Today was a good day. Chen got a haircut, yumsyay. Mm, I filmed? Chilled with HUHNUH and took a nice walk. And got some opinions from a neutral person <3 Found things out that surprised me, realied many, many things, and uh yeah (= Sucessful day, I guess (=


Thoughts keep rollin;
01. Shouldn't be effecting me.
02. Neutral advice
03. I need help, big time.
04. The more taken in, the more you can't push away.
05. What's best for me?
06. Over- analyzing..?
07. BIGBIG shocker
08. Lullabyes
09. Good morning's
10. And the bad side is..
11. Just tell me the truth
12. For the sake of my own happieness
13. Build a bridge and get over it
14. It's not being selfish
15. Putting it in their shoes.
16. Perfect match
17. Better With You
18. It's gon be Magic & Lakers!
19. Nothing's changed
20. Too much on my brain
21. My head needs some rest..


Horoscope, woooooah;
You are quite content to keep your feelings to yourself today and a little solitude will do you good. But don't pass up an opportunity to let your imagination wander with someone who seems to be as much of a dreamer as you are now. Forget about having an agenda; if you don't try to force the conversation anywhere in particular, it just might leave you with a smile on your face for the rest of the day.

Spillin the truth

Dear you(s),

1.Thank you for always being here for me, and doing like.. EVERYTHING for me. Like I know I take advantage of you sometimes, and I'm sorry. But I just wanna thank you for always like.. taking me places or coverine for me and yeah (= And sorry I can't be sooo open widjahs.
2. It wasn't right for me to use that against you. And now I partially regret it. But thank you, foreals. Best friendssss, foreals.
3. I'm sorry but I just can not tell you. Like.. what's been happening lately, and you have no idea at all, and I am soo sorry. You don't deserve this, at alls.
4. Thanks for the understanding, listening, bestfriendship, everythang.


Numbered Thoughts;
01. Confrontations
02. Opening up
03. Knew what I was getting myself into.
04. It really did get to that point :T
05. Yelling and screaming and fighting
06. Toldja everythang there is to know.
07. I am truly sorry
08. Everything laid out on the table.
09. I'm relieved.
10. Cute to know
11. Final decision?
12. Theory= Correct.
13. Best Friend.
14. Prove it to me.
15. Daaaamn, Lakers )=

Lancaster

Lancaster seems like it is in the middle of no where -.- and I was forced to go )=
And idk what to do here and I had to kinda/somewhat cancel original plans )=
I was supposed to be home by 3 but it's already 3:36.
The good thing is I get to chill with the Paguio boys!! (=
Or teetawn, my best friend since '94! Aights well I hope I go home soon!!


Numbered Thoughts;
01. There shouldn't still be a problem
02. I need to get my head straight
03. Open up this last time
04. Plans cancelled?! )=
05. Raspy voices, too cute
06. Tk, Geo, Pit, Ate lala
07. CPK all day, erday?!
08. Decisions and confrontations
09. Think before you speak
10. Actions speak louder than words
11. Let' just chiiiilllllll!
12. Stop now before it gets worse.

Katina and Patis!

Good day, good day after all! (= Heh, heh! SO basically that's all for the day, 3 posts, yuck -__- K paaayce!

Editing time

I wish people would see things NOT the way it looks and kind of take the time to think what other possibilities are. And yes, I see this in the other shoes, but seriously, it's nothing. Hang outs don't mean dates. I'm sorry, I never knew I can just have a friend. And people KNOW that I have, just a friend. People need to just mind their own damn business.

Anybody can watch a sunset with anyone. Sunsets aren't always romantic or whatever. And sorry, it's not like you were there. And things aren't always what they seem and it's not right to just assume something is going on. And it's never a ONE ON ONE thing either.

Maybe it is my fault, but don't think I don't know what I'm doing, because I do. I am not an idiot and I know my limits. I never wanted it to happen like this, or I never planned for it like this. And none of this wasn't even meant to hurt anyone. Because seriously, it's not. And I don't feel that way towards..



NUMBERED THOUGHTS;
01. I didn't know I couldn't have a friend
02. Sh*t friggin happens
03. I'm not tryna sound mean or rude
04. Going in my journal
05. Vent session, please?
06. MYOB
07. Deciding today
08. Talking it out
09. I don't even feel like it anymore.



HOROSCOPE:
Although there may be complex feelings sitting right beneath the surface, you aren't likely to let them show today. Instead, you're eager to keep quiet about anything that could upset the delicate social balance. Instead of focusing on your needs, it's smart now to respond to others in a straightforward manner, without holding on to any old agendas or outdated opinions.


I'll update later.

Match

@Trinka's house, just chillin (=
Edit this later at homee! (=

Visitor's day

Lovin the blazer


Today my moods were like all over the place.
Today was a pretty good day.. towards the end.
Today I actually hung out at Chai Cafe!
Today I went home pretty early for a Friday )=
Today I wished on a dandelion.
Today I saw a cute baby at Baskin Robins <3
Today I got marked all ovah the place -__-


Numbered thoughts;
01. Hi Chews are bomb!
02. Can't stare for a long time.
03. Brown Eyed Blues.
04. Delete delete delete
05. Can't decide
06. Can't do this foreva
07. Don't deserve it.
08. She Was Mine
09. Because you're my BFFL
10. Redeemed notebook
11. Best Best Best
12. Cute backpack!
13. Copied facial expressions (=
14. Weekend plans!
15. Insiders, fasho!
16. Publicity
17. Baby means the most
18. Shoot you down with eyes
19. Two lollipops in my hands, wtf
20. I only wanted one )=
21. Small and Pudgey?

Horoscope:
You know what you must do now, yet your heart is pulled elsewhere. You may be bored with someone else's belief that there's sure to be a pot of gold at the end of today's rainbow. You aren't cynical, but rather too realistic to go off chasing one more unreachable dream. Just make sure that your down-to-earth attitude doesn't prevent you from having an otherwise delightful time.

CPK thursdays

TODAY= Such a good day.
Don't feel like writing bout the whole day.
Presentation day. Basically Trinka day. CPK day. Spontaneous day. <3

Numbered thoughts;
01. I gatta staaaap
02. CPK CPK CPK
03. Spontaneous
04. 97,498 pictures
05. Insiderssssssss
06. PC 498, cuteshit
07. Matching shirts
08. Darkness, literally and physically
09. Dead phone, waaah
10. Learnin, jus learnin
11. Fold my blanket
12. Little Things List
13. Thursdays are tha best days?
14. Running in the dark -__-
15. Shortcuts


Phrases of the day: 'I plan to have three divorces!'

Horoscope;
Today you may find yourself dealing with an unresolved issue at work that already crossed your desk once before in the past week or two. You might be irritated that this pesky situation has resurfaced, but rest assured that it's a blessing in disguise. Take this second chance to reconsider your previous actions. If, however, you cannot change your plans, they still may need a bit of revision later on.

Fallin

Shiiit, I love them <3




Today was alrights. To sum it all up:
- No 1st period, late to second.
- Bastie talking for more than 10 minutes in 3rd period for his presentation, hehe.
- Chelsee's presentation on abortion made me convert to being Pro Life, that was like.. a really ppwerful presentation, I love it <3
- Fifth period is always fifth period! Teehee
- Non- productive eighth period? Then went to work, yuck.
- @ lunch, received my summer school schedule. Geometry.. when I really needed bio. WAAAH WAAAH WAAAH. Whatevs?
- Karen and Jonathan are too funny in 6th today, so judgemental? (= Hahaha!
- 7th period, describing Hallie Berry with Sonika and Reena, teehee, kinda funny.
- After school supposed to be with Trinka, BUT no. So Chen's.. then now I am home. (= Weeheee, yummy hotdogs.

So yeah, basically my day. And hopefully, tomorrow is a better juan? (= I'm pretty sure. Presenting tomorrow in 3rd, gotta get that ish down. And yeah, Trinka Thrusdays, the usuals. And yeah!

Numbered thoughts;
01. Learn from the paaast
02. Baby that's the reason why I love you.
03. Falling asleep.. )=
04. Not so many thoughts today
05. Just a best friend
06. Everyone dresses the same.
07. Notes, notes and even more notes
08. Take time and notice little thangs in life.
09. HippoGiraffe
10. One thing.

Horoscope;You don't have to be so serious today, even if you think that others might judge you unfairly for your lighthearted manner. It's not that you are ignoring the reality of how things are; it's just that you get to choose where you focus your attention. For now, what happens in the real world is less important than what you experience within your own mind.

Besttttt

Days with Trinkas always wound up fun.
- Took me outta 7th, then went back
- Went around seafood; watched her get her top braces off.
- Ate @ Toto's!
- Waited at bus stop, sister came to pick us up though
- Park, walked around! Fun, fun fun!
- Oswalt choir thang, fun, again.
- Dropped off trinks, went to taco bell
- LAKERS WON, bitches. Thas right.

Pretty much! And hana is coming ovar tomorrows. Whoope? hehee, jk, YAY. or.. YEY (=
hehehe! so yeah. thas it?

iThink..
01. I want you to see the things I see
02. Webwebwebawebcammin
03. Lakers are the best, all day, erday!
04. The park is the best place to be.
05. Notice the surroundings
06. Been a happy camper lately
07. 'Tarets'(sp?) at the Oswlat show..
08. Piggy back rides on small people )=
09. I received a shirt today
10. Just keep singing
11. Bury your feet in the sand
12. The view <3
13. I feel nakey without my phone
14. Juicy details
15. Kathrun's metaphors <3
16. P.E.R.F.E.C.T.
17. She was mine


OKAY paaayce (=

100th (=

ohstfupitrizz: 100th blog tomorrow, bitch!
ohstfupitrizz: YAAAYZ.
ohstfupitrizz: wooohooo
ohstfupitrizz: oh yeaaah
ohstfupitrizz: yeeeeeeeeuh
ohstfupitrizz: parrrrtaaaaay
letsmeetNGUYEN: -.-
letsmeetNGUYEN: EWWWWWIE
letsmeetNGUYEN: PLEASE ..
letsmeetNGUYEN: stop ..
ohstfupitrizz: (=
letsmeetNGUYEN: better make your blog good
letsmeetNGUYEN: here some ideas
letsmeetNGUYEN: 100 things I love about Katherine nguyen
letsmeetNGUYEN: 100 ways to get K9 aroused

And that was yesterday! (= NOW TODAY..

100 things to know bout me? (=

01. I have a lot of nicknames
02. I love making notes for anyone
03. I've liked the same person for 2 years
04. I think I am really really fat
05. I can never drink milk by itself
06. I put toothpaste on my toothbrush at least 6 times while brushing my teeth
07. If I tocuh something dirty, I can feel the germs
08. I am a very pitiful person
09. I've never rollerbladed
10. I hate roller coasters, with a passion.
11. I think I have OCD whe it comes to colors
12. I've never been to Hometown Buffet )=
13. My metabolism isn't as fast as it was before )=
14. When I try to work out, I suck.
15. I LOVE basketball
16. Expect the unexpected outta people, like me? (=
17. I don't know many songs cuz I listen to the same shit everyday
18. My memory sucks ass
19. I love cartoon drawing
20. I want to be an Interior Designer
21. I wish to see the NORTHERN LIGHTS
22. I love having bestfriends
23. I know more spanish than tagalog
24. I am the jealous type
25. I'm scared of talking in front of people
26. I always scratch off my nail polish
27. I suck at keeping up with old friends
28. I'm never gonna cut my hair (=
29. I'll give you advice! I'll be here for anyone (=
30. I have a bump on my pinky, idk how
31. I hate liars, but who doesn't?
32. A lot of people don't think I cuss, and when I do, its like A SURPRISE
33. I don't have much freedom
34. I have 'secret' freedom
35. I hate to be judged, so much
36. I have like 10 laughs
37. I wish I was as close to God as other people are
38. I don't like realism
39. I wouldn't mind spending all my money at cue
40. I obsess over things
41. I over- analyze
42. I'm scared to be left alone
43. I'm not that independent
44. I love spontaneous people
45. I hold in secrets, and that's not good
46. I'm scared to hurt someone's feelings
47. I say sorry too much
48. I get annoyed when it's hot
49. I love love love metaphors
50. Secret language is too fun
51. I love oldie's music, or the ones my dad listens to
52. I love art, it is so beautiful.
53. I really want to go to an art museum
54. I forgive but neva forget
55. I feel guilty real fast
56. I lie to my parents too much..
57. I'm too lay to respons to people on AIM
58. I like webcam pictures better, sometimes
59. I love hello kitty
60. I friggin hate spiders
61. I hate conceitedness, sorry )=
62. I look like SHIT when I cry
63. My hair is so ugly
64. I have split ends now, SICK!
65. Jaylen is still my best (=
66. I hate like breakfast foods, besides spam.
67. I wear earrings everyday
68. I can hold grudges
69. I've had braces for 3 years, fml much?
70. Daddy's girl? Momma's girl? Maybe both.
71. I cuss too much, I feel bad
72. I wish I prayed as much at night as I used to.
73. I wish I was closer to my LA cousins
74. I love strawberry cheesecake
75. I love mint chapstick
76. I'm a money waster, laaame )=
77. My mood changes a lot, especially when I'm sad, HAAH(=
78. I hate being told what to do
79. I suck at air hockey
80. I have no balance like I used to
81. I love those crane machines
82. I love goombas <3
83. I am obsessed with the SIMS
84. My eyes are noticeably uneven?
85. My feet and habds and fingers are skinny
86. I'm scared to get dark
87. I hate being yelled at -___-
88. I learn mos from my sister
89. My closet can never stay clean
90. I love clean boys
91. Potlucks are the best
92. Boba is my favorite drink
93. I tan easily -__-
94. I love surprises the most
95. I am the #1 procrastinator
96. I am the laziest person ever (=
97. I'm not mean..? I think (= teehee
98. I have weird habits?
99. I hate when my feet are wet
100. I don't know how to talk about myself (=


SOYEAH, that was extremely boring (=! And mosta them are prolly like, I KNEW THAT ALREADY. So whatever fml (=

HOROSCOPE:
Mercury's conjunction with the Sun fires up your mind and makes you eager to hear others talk about where they are going in life. Listening to people describe their career goals can, in turn, help to clarify yours. Your mind is bubbling over with sensible ideas, making this a great time to initiate action. Don't wait to receive an okay about any decisions you need to make before you start.

I agree (=
And the daily numbers;
01. I was the happiest today
02. 97% on presentation? SHOOT! yes.
03. Nerve wracking
04. This is how things are supposed to be.
05. Drifting, already.
06. We both lost our lollipops, but I ended up getting mine back.
07. Things will heal overtime
08. More confidence?
09. I could careless
10. Things are looking up. (=

10:31- edit

I'm scared one day I'm gonna put the same picture up :O

Went to Ontario Mills today.
Bought stuff, yada yada.
Sizzlers after, then home @ 9:35.

01. Everything is okay.
02. Earthquake..?
03. Abstinence presentation
04. Life goes on
05. Confrontaions
06. Reassurance and comfort
07. To be a best friend..
08. Meaningful lyrics
09. The life cycle
10. Lessons to be taught and learned
11. God forgives, so why shouldn't I?
12. Pure Happiness
13. Yourself should come first in situations like these
14. Month of May
15. As bad it may have seemed
16. Words from the wise
17. Better to have lost and loved, than never to have loved at all.
18. Advice will always be given
19. 1st instict
20. Don't let yourseld go.
21. V- necks purchased
22. 100th blog coming up, yknow what that means.
23. Baking tomorrow.


ohstfupitrizz: I'm bringing you an unhealthy breakfast tomorrow, i hope.
letsmeetNGUYEN: REALLY??!
letsmeetNGUYEN: WHAT??!
letsmeetNGUYEN: REALLY??!
letsmeetNGUYEN: WHAT??!
ohstfupitrizz: naht tellin jews.
ohstfupitrizz: teehee.
letsmeetNGUYEN: -.-
letsmeetNGUYEN: the fhouck you BITCH
ohstfupitrizz: just say you love me.
letsmeetNGUYEN: tell me
letsmeetNGUYEN: -.-
letsmeetNGUYEN: it better be good .
ohstfupitrizz: just say you love me.
ohstfupitrizz: <3
letsmeetNGUYEN: I LOVE YOU!!
letsmeetNGUYEN: -.-
letsmeetNGUYEN: <3
ohstfupitrizz: yay1
letsmeetNGUYEN: <333
ohstfupitrizz: teehee, good bitch.
ohstfupitrizz: its from my damn heart, shooooot/

All she cares about is the food. -__- (= <3

How to Deal

Dearest Yous,
1. I am still taking responsibility for the things that have happened in the past week and a half or so. And I am thankful for even being forgiven by you because that's like something not most people could forgive. And the way I see it, it's like.. Forgive and never forget? And you didn't deserve anything that happened.. But yeah, I wouldn't mind getting to know you as a friend either. (= I'm still sorry, always will be, and thank you.

2. You know that I've been here for you, even if it was just only two weeks, but I still will be, as a friend. And I know I asked for distance, but to call me up when you got a problem is totally alright. I was here from the beginning and I'll be here in the end. Just hope what you decided was the best for you also. Because like I said, that's all you'll have in the end.

3. I'm happy that you're happy! Haha, and I'm finally writing a DEAR YOU bout you. And I know that I am a very pitiful person and sometimes see your situation like 'OMG how mean )=' or 'How's he taking this though..?' But I understand that yeah, you need to keep yourself happy and yeah (= So yeah (= Oh and thanks for making spam right now.

4. You guys shouldn't be the blame for what happened in the past week. Although it may seem like that and everyone sees it as it was you guys' fault, but I see it was forgive and and never forget, and I will prolly like still have a grudge and stuff but can't be mad forever.

5. Sending you my love.


That's all for right now.. (=
Anyways, what's been on the mind.
01. Forgive and never forget
02. Still and always will be sorry
03. Thank you, so much
04. I will always be here, dont worry.
05. FML is gone, gone, gone.
06. Distance for the best.
07. Letter sending
08. Slow motion please
09. Stronger bond
10. Outcome isn't right
11. Shoulda been the one
12. Shouldn't be so easy.

Horoscope;
A pile-up of planets, plus the Moon, hanging in your 7th House of Partners today indicates that there is a smart person in your life who thinks that he or she has the answers you are seeking. Meanwhile, you are planning for the next couple of weeks because you know how much work there is for you to do. You will create unnecessary frustration if you try to figure out what's ahead prior to handling the current situation first.

Strong

Today has been a good day.
Went ice skating with lovahboo + siblings.
Twas quite the cutest! (= (= And yeah, nada else today.

01. Not the right time
02. Happier than ever
03. Really grate/thankful
04. The feel of summerrr
05. Stayin out of it, for good.
06. Letter sending, yay!
07. She has every right
08. Secrets aren't any good.
09. Getting chubby? )=
10. Basketball bout to start!!
11. Enough is enough.

haaaah, miss this kid! -___-
oh how i miss old old old friends.
WOW: i know cute girls that come by
WOW: and yooh
WOW: yooh just like uhmmmm
WOW: you keep coming by even when your not here


Horoscope's never do me wrong;
On one hand, life doesn't get much better than this. There is potential good news everywhere you look. On the other hand, there might not be a direct path to realize any specific goal. This is like running a gasoline engine on fumes; you can only sustain your optimism on hope for so long. Sooner or later you'll need some real fuel in the tank. In the meantime, conserve your resources the best you can.

edeat

01. 17 MORE school days
02. Slow Motion <3
03. Bumps in the road
04. Lovin like a rollercoaster
05. I can't be just friends
06. pc's back tho? (=
07. Never ever again
08. Swollen eyes :O
09. i was told i look high, an a offshift hooker & an ugly person on meth
10. Mexican Food= the best
11. Basketball look
12. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaters!
13. ice skating tomorrows <3
14. independent walks
15. i love biology
16. 18 hour depression.

Dear You,
1. I'm not gonna mess up again, promise.
2. Thanks for always being there, and I'm surprised that you're still like my bestfriend (= And I am really glad you still keep up with me (=
3. Hey bestfrand. Thanks, foreals! (= And nah, don't worry bout a thang, I'm all good. And I totally agree with you, on everythangs. I'll always be here, forsures! Just a phone call away. And thanks for caring.
4. I'm not blaming this on you. You're just part of it.

AWW (=







Oh Garrett! -___-

Changes

I am still madly, unconditionally, sincerely and always will be in love with Chen Garces.



HOROSCOPE;
Although you might want to do one thing, an opportunity could open your eyes to a different possibility today. But be careful, it may not be as smooth going as it appears, for you are probably only considering the best-case scenario. Of course, everything might go your way; however, it's smart to look at what could happen if it doesn't. There's no need for pessimism now, just a healthy touch of realism.

Spring Show '09

today, just wasn't good.
concert, was pretty fun, then bad.

01. so much for trust
02. why can't i just have a friend
03. different opinions
04. decision making
05. uresolved problems
06. so friggin sorry
07. misunderstandings being spread
08. holding me back
09. fml fml, i deserve it
10. 'she was mine'
11. car helper
12. foreal best frands
13. can't thik straight
14. don't wanna lose it
15. diva > coco
16. word spreads fast
17. unaccepted apologies
18. didn't do shit
19. ass u ming
20. wtf you talking bout
21. keep a distance

DEAR YOU(s),
1. Forgiving things like that is not easy. You're like a cool friend and all but when shut happens like that, and the fact that it was because of you, that's just like.. not right. And the fact that you not knowing the real deal and just assuming whats going on does not give you the right to go to her and just tell her all this bullshit you fucking saw. And don't fucking say shit when you don't know shit cuz you make a fool outta yourself, and. Yeah. You just like lost trust right when it was handed to you. Talk bout backstabbing. But yeah, I should even give a fuck cuz I know I didn't do shit. So uh, yeah. And I hope one day you'll see this cuz I know I don't got the balls to say alla this to your face, or at least not as harshly as now, but whatever. idgaf no more, kinda. And not be like all mean and shit but yeah, you have ruined things between people, sorry. Mind your own business, foreal.

2. I am sorry. For everything. And I totally own up to mosta the bad things going on as my fault, cuz, foreals, like it is. And I know I'm not good at explaning myself, but you just being pateint and listening to me will be soo wonderful. I don't deserve you, honestly. Because you just don't deserve to be put in a situation like this, so I'm really sorry.

3. Sorrry. Sorry, I just am.

4. Thank you(s) for being there. You guys are like a big help. I love yas.


HOROSCOPE;
You are currently in a good position to improve your health because any changes you make are likely to be well thought out. But even if you are doing the right thing, mischievous Mercury is retrograde now and can trick you into thinking your idea is better than it truly is. Don't worry if your change in routine doesn't last as long as you wish; just do something that makes you feel more positive today.


FML

Don't get it twisted.

Today was alrights, hehe. LONG long day. Pretty cutes too, teehee. SO let's see..

Bio was aights, watched a video, wrote chen and huhnuh and note.
Geometry, me and Run got in trouble, eh, she won't be sitting next to me no mo! But eat was fun (= I laaav eat. She a bitch tho (= Teehee.
History, very apathetic. But I'm typing the whole essay, whoopeee! Haha, not. )= But yeah!
English, presentations. I really think everyone did sooooo well! And that makes me real nervous, waah )= FML.
Choir was fun, as usual. Cept Hana wasn't there. Gave Anne the 411wsup and yeah. Danced, fun. Yay. Oh and I found out I had bio tutorial, cuz apparently, I'M FAILING.
Tutorial, real quiet. Like the people who are in it tho (=
Lunch was whatevs, feelin whatevs.
PE, my whatevs feeling dragged into that period. SO YEAH.
Then spanish, just.. quiet. Kinda.
Afterschool, trinka came over, looked for leggings and shoes.. uh. Surprise visit.. dress rehersal. yeah.


Think bout that;
01. Too far.
02. Not right.
03. DOWNERRRRRRR.
04. GUILT?
05. paper heart..
06. assumptions
07. trinka is fun
08. stopping in the middle of the cross walk and dropping my papers.
09. excited for tomorrow.
10. quit it.


mood= killed.
FML FML FML FML FML FML FML.




HOROSCOPE;
Approaching your list of things to do is easier today if you break each chore into the required steps. Instead of just taking everything as it comes, it makes more sense now to be as methodical as possible. Even if you need to stop and handle a surprising interruption along the way, it won't be a problem if you know where you are and what to do next.

Slow Motion

So basically, I was in Glendale the whole day! (= Watched 'THE REHERSAL' @ the Noise Within Theatre! I think it was a really cute cute cute play! And so was one of the actors (= Villebosse , or Steve, yums, cute. Teehee. Mm, eat was fun, pretty much! Hahah, it was basically jus me, mohammad, jaylen, chen, judd, jasman and hana! The theatre is like across AMERICANA, oh how I wanted to go )= Well yeah basicalllllllly!

OH, and I totally sat next to KATHERINE NGUYEN during the play! (=

AND lookie who i found (=?


Thoughtful;
01. Busss buddy!
02. Waking up to a babyface
03. Guapo, Guapo
04. Sims Sims Sims Sims
05. I need batteries
06. Spiderman
07. Talk yo sweet talk (=
08. Too Perfect?
09. I wanna go on a cute date
10. Basketball bets, homie
11. Surprises are the cutest
12. Longing for that feeling
13. Call call call, jus keep it coming haha
14. Spring Concert thursday, 7:00! come support!
15. 21 SCHOOLDAYS left, hello sophmore year?
16. Wake up call, haaay

Too cute.



HOROSCOPE:
You may have too many things to do, especially if you took some time for play yesterday. Today, however, will be less forgiving and the sooner you can get started with your list of chores, the better your chances are of completing them. But don't get so caught up in your own agenda that you miss an opportunity that's right in front of you. Being flexible enables you to respond in the moment to something you didn't expect.

edited blog

Pictures of the day, thanks to my BFF run!


Tryna take apart intestines= UNSUCCESSFUL!

Eyes getting watery; Jopa is a stinky one (=
I'm sad I aint mama Jopa no mo )=


Jose Killed Jopa )=

TODAY was an okay day, monds is here. (=
So the day basically went like:
Woke up, phone call, slept for an extra 40 min -__-, showered, changed, did homework, put mascara on, grabbed arizon (WHICH I LEFT IN MY LOCKER), then went to school!
Bio, we re- dissected the pig? teehee, uh, kind of SAD, Run and Jose were totally tearing Jopa apaaaaaaart )= I was just tryna take out her eyes!
Geometry, went into the computer lab, B.O.R.I.N.G.
History, totally BSed my notecards, YET I got the highest points in my group! :O But like points got cut in half, boo?
English, I am assigned on Monday, May 18, 2009, to present my powerpoint thingy on uh abstinence!
Choir, I think it was one of the best rehersals of like.. forever?
Lunch, was spent mostly in the Library with Hana, Jasman, John, Kaydee and Jose (= Teehee!
PE, I was really super shleepy )= Wasn't in dee mood I guess?
Spanish, I was reeeally stoopeh -__- I don't know what was wrong with me, oh well!
After school, walked to Chai Cafe with Jaylen, Judd, John and Adrian, then walked to Joghurt with John, then walked to Rincon with John then walked to the apartments alone! Well it was a good thinking time space thang.

But now, I am so tired, BUT I'm gonna go play the Sims because that is the whole reason why I wanted to go home today, yaaaaay! (= And then off to write in my journal because that iswhat I decided to do with the new notebook I have, yay.

And I am so excited for tomorrow! Ums, play in Glendal @ the 'A Noise Within' Theatre, wtaching THE REHERSAL, yaaaay. <3

SO, I go now! toodle looos!


And to think..
01. Mixed emotions
02. What's 'good' in your eyes?
03. Friends
04. It is what it is
05. You call it whatever you want
06. Bus buddy
07. 21 questions turning into 97,498 questions, heeh
08. Journal to stick to
09. Satisfied? Ehp
10. Sims Castaway <3
11. Please baby don't (= Faave
12. iAm Thiking.

PS. DEAR YOU,
1. I told you I'd write a dear you, and hopefully you'd read this -__- But yeah, you're ugly! Teehee, kiddings.

Early Blog;

Let's hope today is a good juan (=

I'm Jealous, the mossssst )=


Daily Horoscope;
Yesterday Today Tomorrow The fun-loving 5th House Moon is still tempting you to forget about your obligations, but it may not be so simple now to avoid the work that you must finish. Jumping in and getting started as soon as possible is a good idea, but you might burn yourself out if you don't pace yourself. If you meet resistance, back off just a bit. Pushing too hard won't help and could even be counterproductive.

Mumma Day

Was spent in L dot A dot @ Griffith Park <3 Haven't been there in awhiles (=
T'was fun! Hahaha, I guess, don't feel like putting everythang that happened (=

Picture of the day tho!

Finally got juan with TITAWNS <3
I meeeees him )= Wish I could live in L.A. still sometimes.


BASICALLY;
01. Sing, sing sing to me.
02. Sims Castaway on Wii
03. Girls coming over ? (=
04. I wanna go to Prom
05. I miss my L.A. cousins
06. Calls calls and more calls
07. Never ending
08. Better together
09. Decision making
10. Guilt guilt guiltay as cahrged

edit

-So after that post, uh, did nothing really, phone yadayada, momma came home with the VU phone from Cingular, SHOOT, I friggin want that phone, sooo badly )=
-Then! I showered then attempted to get ready but that was sucha.. fail )= So really caca looking today -__-
-Went to Ranch99 Market, bought boba, phone, blah blah.
-Went to bestbuy! YAAAY, finally got the Sims! On Wii, took me FOREVAH to find one on the DS and PS2 )= I wish my computer was FAAAST so I can get the new Sims3 on friggin PC sheeeit )= LAAME! Oh well (=
-Theeen! Went to Walmart, havent been there in a YEAR and like a half, shoooot. Bought notebooks and spiderman folders, there was no hello kitty )= oh well! Oh and I bought my eyeliner and deoderant and post it notes, yaaaay.
-Then went to Albertsons, didn't find my face waaaash, BOO.
-SO now I'm @ home! Time to call behbeh! Paaayce


SO jealous.


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